think happy thoughts...

Nov 17, 2004 21:21

i found my beautiful again today... i thought she'd been bought... for shiny things, and rockstar daydreams.

i hate this place.

my solitude grows with the setting sun... and i weary of the martyr's and saviors, correcting my deviant line of thought.

it makes me laugh... in a blurry way, to think that i ever convinced myself that someone would come... harder still that i ever believed that anyone had heard... it would appear that the "daydreamwaste" runs deep.

though, its not completely bleak, my contract expires in may... after that, i guess we'll see how deep i run... or if at all.

if you forget everything else, i love you. its all i could give, though never enough.

"hint"
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