To do:

[justifiablesin]

Read:
-starship troopers
-lotr and the hobbit
-ishmael
-the story of B
-my ishmael
-the lorax
-the little prince
-the selfish gene
-hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
-our posthuman future
-transmetropolitian(its a comic) the whole series(60)
listen to:
-Tool(all of the above)
-neurosis
-isis
-paradise lost
-the faint
-sneaker pimps
-portishead
-pink floyd
-the crow soundtrack
-the hackers soundtrack
realizations:
-you are the center of the universe
-you are nothing
-you are something
-you are a fucking asshole
-you are a human
-life is day to day
actual things:
-get a tattoo
-a piercing
-carve yourself
-at least try a few drugs, if not more than once.
-be a whore
-beat the shit out of someone
-be alone
-get the shit beat out of you
-have lots of sex
-get an std
-be retardedly in love
-be a social reject
-disbelieve 100%
-forget what hate is
-remember hate
-piss on something that makes you angry
-talk to strangers(dont piss on stupid strangers)
-get retardedly drunk

im sure there are more... but i really should go to bed.. work and all.