Have I bitched to you before about how I hate uncertainty?
Yeah, I think I have. It's been a while, back when the whole JC album thing was going on. It fucking drove me up the wall. Is it coming out this day ? Is the really gonna be on this show? What is he gonna do now that Britney canceled her show? ARRRRGGGGHHHHH! Well, here we are again a year later and my arch enemy uncertainty rears it's ugly head once again.
Let me break it down for you:
I've decided that I would work as much overtime as possible so that I can go to Challenge this year. Things are going along rather smoothly, except I don't know when the dates are. So, I took off a few dates, thanks to sources and rumors and with the month of July rapidly filling up at work. What if those dates are wrong? then I'm pretty screwed. Calling in one day is cool, but 2 or 3 won't be. It's bad enough that I have to remember not to tell people that I'm going to Chicago in July. That way, if I have to call in, it won't raise anyone's suspicion. March 1st was 15 days ago. That's a half of month. And still nothing.
I just found out that BSB is going to come to ATL in April. They are my absolute MOST favorite band in the ENTIRE world. Okay soRrY 4 ThE TeEnY mOmEnT!!1!!!1!!1! But anyway, I wanna go. But, again, with the uncertainty of Challenge, I don't know if my roomie will be able to go. See, she only gets to take vacation when she accrue the hours. I get all of my hours Jan 1st. So, if she takes 2 days off for BSB, then it may or may not fuck with Challenge depending on which days Challenge will fall. Or something like that. Oh and lets not even get into what if the days are already full at work and we can't take the time off.
Now, let's move on to this surgery that I think I may have a shot of getting approved through my insurance company. If I get approved, then what if I get a surgery date, 2 weeks to the day that I got approved, like my roomie did? And my roomie is able to get the days off for BSB and What if it's around the time of the BSB in ATL concert? Then what? I can't very well go to a BSB concert days after I've had this surgery. I followed up with the insurance company today and my case is being reviewed. If it doesn't go through, I have a plan B. I'll get into that some other time.
So kiddies what have we learned today? Challenge-uncertain BSB-uncertain Surgery-uncertain. And my new motto is: If if was a 5th then we'd all be drunk. Pass me the fucking bottle