Financial Troubles never leave you ....

Sep 04, 2008 07:10

I for one think the internet is a wonderful thing! Its shame so many think its a place to shit on, make money and make others lives a misery. There have been many many times ive been ripped off now im thinking of giving this entire online revolution thing a kick in the nads and just leave it behind, thoughs thats going to be extremely tough, considering my responsibilties on it which is most specifically my uni course.

These are a few of the things ive experienced on the web which other shouldent:
Virus's!!!!! Yes everyone gets them, a nuicence, especially when you need to format your system TWICE to make sure its gone!
Moving paypal dates and incorrect online banking, here have a £30 charge for your £2 overdrawn
Legitimate sites with semi decent members ripping you off over £200 with goods which are too good to be true! PS, DONT USE MONEY TRANSFER!!
Internet orders that come a bit short then the company ridiculeing you that you have one TOO MANY of there products!
Custom Made hardware that took around 9 months to just DELIVER!
My first Everquest account going bye byes! (that was AGES ago!)
My eBay accound getting hacked, good thing not much happened there!
Potential Gay friends on the Internet that disappear, forget me or just want me to do certain things for them, my confidence goes down alot.
AND MY NEWEST CHAPTER!!!
MY PAYPAL ACCOUND GOT HACKED..........and *they* (more that one person) manages to take £418.11 out of bank accound with available fund of COMPLETELY nothing!!
Actually I LIED! It had......and I HATE HATE HATE myself to be saying this....£30........yes £30...........£30 that SOMEONE ELSE PUT IN.
I dont like it when they steal my money, I couldent care less if they stole for the bank (they have lawyers!), but when they STEAL MY BOYFRIENDS CASH, I get seriously ANGRY!
Now I have no idea if im going to be able to make it down on Thursday, I hope I can get the money some other way (aka Mum).
Its not all bad, I WILL get all the money back into my account, so paypal says, but this inability to use my account and get the money Rob give me is what really making me anxious and upset.

As you can see, for a guy who dosent go out drinking and spends all days playing RPG's and video games, Im having an AWFUL time with financial responsibilities, and I dont want to keep it going like this, perhaps my mum is right, ill have to give her all my student payments and make her manage this, because I cant and Im losing my self confidence all over again, one thing Im having a serously hard time trying to gain over all these years.

Its a good thing this is happening now, if it happened when I was in uni, it would of been worse. I was looking at pictures of rob on his facebook account, I cannot believe at this stage of my life, my lovelife is the ONLY thing thats stable (that and RPG Soc), Im so lucky to have him because it goes to show that after everyone ive met, hes the only person to actually tell me how much of a person I really am. As long as I have you rob, ill try my hardest, regardless of these seemly agonising odds are against me.

As usual, theres a purpose to my rant, so being this long should be understandable. If I wanted to go on, theres so much more, my continueing financial problems (aka NO JOB), nothing to do but to play WOW (even I find it very sad), constant ignores from certain friends and family, Dental problems, sleeping pattern problems, the list goes on and on, Im also curious as to how many will actually read this blog and reply to it......if you do, say "AYE"!
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