Pedophile? No I'm just your Lover chapter 33
Chapter 33
Eh…another dream? Maybe something retarded will happen! Let’s see…where I am? I looked around and everything was green and natureish. Am I…in a park or something? I could hear the birds chirping in their high pitch ways even though the trees were pretty far away. It looked sketchy and thick, don’t think I want to go in there. I rather stand here, in my sun, and I looked up at the very clear blue sky. It seemed abnormally blue and I raised my hand high in the air to compare the color to my skin. Yeah, that didn’t help. It’s starting to get hot as I noticed as I was only wearing a tanktop and skirt. I sat down on the soft green grass and started to pick around. Why is this dream…so boring and not retarded?! The sun seemed to have shifted, more directly into my eyes and I looked around squinting. I saw something from the corner of my eye and I quickly looked to my right. You know…when you just have that feeling that someone is near even though you can’t see them? Like they’re extremely close…like right next to me? Yeah, I bet I got those senses from Vi and Chrystal, they’re always so weird and getting up all near me. Gosh~ I know I’m sorta unresistable but it gets freaky if they do it for TOO long. But then again…I do it back to them! I haven’t seen Vi in a long time…I wonder if her boobs got larger. WHAT IF SHE GOT A BOYFRIEND? I’ll feel bad for the boy…he better not do anything suspicious to her! But then again, Vi would probably be the one to do something weird. I laughed to myself as I looked back straight ahead. A shadow started to loom over me and I looked up, expecting to see a cloud, but instead saw a face. My eyes got wide as I gasped and jumped to my feet and to the right. WOAH how did I just do that in like…a split second?! His face was dimmed and he let out a soft chuckle. I backed up some more to get some distance away from him.
“Hi..?” I said cautiously.
“Hey” he replied with a wave. His voice sounded friendly…and charming? I don’t know, not really a voice anyone bad would have. I waved back, unsure what else I’m suppose to do. “Why are you so far away?” he asked again with a soft chuckle.
“Be-because you SCARED me!” I said pointing at him, “You like…came out of NO WHERE!”
He let out a soft chuckle again, “Stop being so loud, you’ll disturb other people” The sun was still beating down on me and I felt extremely hot right now. Gosh, it must be a super hot summer day in my dream then. Funny how I know for sure this is a dream. I looked around, the grass still there with the tree in the distance, nothing moving.
I raised an eyebrow as I looked at him. Maybe…he’s crazy, “What are you talking about? There’s no one else here but us”
He took a step forward and I took a step back. He let out another laugh, his voice sounds so close and clear even though he’s not that close, “Why are you stepping backwards?”
I pointed at him accusingly, “Be-because you’re coming closer!”
“That’s because you want me to” he replied confidentally as he took a step forward.
I laughed nervously, “What? No I don’t!”
He raised his arms to show he wasn’t dangerous, “Why not? Can’t we talk face to face? Is being close to someone that uncomfortable to you?”
I backed up a little, “No, you’re just sketchy”
He laughed as he took a big step forward, his face finally showing. I blinked and let out a sigh, “Geez! It’s only you Shin!”
He let out a laugh, his perfect white teeth showing, his beautiful soft lips parted and he looked at me with an intense look, like INTENSE, “Yeah it’s me”
I smiled, “You could’ve just told me before! I thought you were like…some dream killer”
He was infront of me now, the same distance we were when we were dancing that night. He looked down at me, a smirkish smile on his face, “Dream killer? Why do you think we’re in a dream?”
I looked at him weirdly again, “Because…why would I be in a place like this?” He looked around and I did too. The grass and trees seemed to be moving but I couldn’t feel anything. Instead I actually just felt hotter and I felt like I was getting sweaty. The birds seemed to have ceased their singing and it was just quiet now. He looked back down at me and leaned closer. Automatically, I leaned back away from him. He continued to lean closer, his smirkish smile never leaving his face. What…the hell is he doing? I stepped back away from him when I couldn’t lean back anymore but was stopped by something hard. I looked back me and I was…against a tree?! What?! This tree wasn’t here before! He let out a soft laugh when he saw my confused face. I looked at him…a little scared now. Okay, maybe I’m not scared because he’s not going to hurt me right? His arms stretched out in a position like he was trapping me.
“What are you doing?” I ask finally as he progressed to move slowly.
“To kiss you” he said as he lowered his head to my level.
“What?!” I asked as I stared at him…okay maybe his lips. They were just RIGHT THERE! I couldn’t help it! I really couldn’t!
He smiled again and I swear he made a small pout or something! Oh god. “You don’t want?” he asked softly as he leaned in closer. His head started to tilt side ways. I just…stared and unable to move. No…it was more like I didn’t want to move. His eyes weren’t closed yet and he was just staring at me as well, awkward! He let out a smile, it wasn’t a smirk or a smile of embarasement, it was…a cute smile. I felt his hand on my forehead and it went down, making me close my eyes as it slid down my face. I could feel the touch of his finger as it trailed down my nose where it stopped and something extremely soft touched my lips. I wanted to open my eyes but when I did, it was still dark. Are his hands still covering my eyes? I felt him gently lift my chin up and another hand on my cheek. No…his hands aren’t covering my eyes…what?! I felt…weak…unable to break away from him. He had total control of me and I didn’t really like that. I felt myself get hotter as our kiss continued. The softness touching my lips disappeared and so did the touch on my cheek and chin. I opened my eyes again…or thought I did…but it was still dark. HUH?! Something really heavy hit my head and I feel flat on my back on the ground as I held my head.
“Oooww” I mumbled as I rolled around. I heard a soft laugh next to my ear, the same soft laugh. I opened my eyes quickly and blinked again when I noticed the room was WAY too bright! I slowly opened my eyes this time and found Shin staring right at me, a smile on his face.
“Good morning” he said in a semi-husky voice.
Okay…this took me a second to register. I was sleepy and my head hurt like a BITCH! It kept pounding and pounding and my stomache felt sick and my throat feels dry. And I just didn’t feel good anywhere! Do I have my period or something?! I stared back at him, probably with my mouth dropped and I blinked hard then looked again. Instantly I pushed him away and with my strength, he rolled off the bed and onto the hardwood floor with a loud thump. I sat up looked down at him and literally screamed, “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM. IN MY BED. NEXT TO ME?”
Shin was on the floor rubbing his head with a pained face. He lifted his head a little as he looked at me, “WHY? WHY DON’T YOU LOOK AROUND. AT LEAST COVER YOURSELF” and he plopped his head back down on the hardwood floor softly trying not to move it. Did he hurt his head?! And what does he mean look around? I stared at him and my eyes got wide as I found him shirtless, his arm muscles flexing as he bent it back to rub his head gently. I found my eyes trailing down his body and I gasped loudly as I found a portion of the blanket covering his legs. I quickly looked away and down at myself. Oh. Shit.
“WHAT DID YOU DO?!” I yelled as I yanked the blanket. Bad idea since it stopped covering him and I gasped again as I covered my eyes and felt dizzy. My head seemed to be super heavy and fell down on the pillow. The loud thumping in my head continued and we both groaned in pain.
I let out a sleep yawn as I opened my eyes slowly. I could feel the vehicle moving and I stared up at the roof of the vehicle. I looked around and noticed I was alone in a separated area by a black cloth. I slowly pulled the cloth back, allowing me to peep through. I sat up to see a better view and squinted since I didn’t have my contacts or glasses on. I was…blind. From voices I could recognize my manager’s easily and the stylist that always does my hair. Oh and there’s the make up artist too! I tossled my hair and tied it up into a messy bun. I pulled the curtain back in a loud swish and could tell they were all staring at me.
“Good morning sunshine” Gary said in a very happy tone of voice, “How was your sleep?”
I got up and stretched out my arms again, “Fine. Where are we?”
“On our way to the shooting location silly~ you were pretty knocked out huh” he said as he patted at the empty seat next to him. I sat down and he smiled at me.
“What?” I asked but couldn’t help responding to his smile with a smile of my own. I feel like…I need to brush my teeth badly.
“What did you do last night to get you so tired?” he asked as he crossed his legs. The make up artist and stylist were busy walking back and forth on the bus preparing something. We have these big buses whenever we go on long location shoots like this one. He handed me my glasses and I put them on immediately. Yay I can see!
“Hmm…” I said as I thought back, “Yesterday…I went to the charity event with everyone. I got to meet Big Bang! Then…we decided to celebrate and go to Club VMXCR…”
“Did you drink?” he asked seriously.
I shook my head, “No. No one would give me a drink”
He laughed, “Not even Cindy or Rolanda?”
“Nope…they said it would make me unable to work tomorrow which is so not true”
He let out another laugh, “I think it was more to stop themselves from giving you alcohol because they would just keep giving”
I laughed now, “And I would’ve kept accepting..”
“Because you’re that nice~”
“…Yeah”
“Who was that boy who I saw with you?” he asked. I stared at him and tilted my head. Boy…he saw with me? HE SAW ME WITH SEUNG RI? “He wasn’t Ryo, or not from what I could recognize”
“Uhh…are you sure it was me?” I asked trying to play it cool. He was the person that basically made me and Ryo break up! Why is he so nice to me now? Rawr! I’m still angry at him! But it’s not like I can ignore him, he helps me with work! Damnit!
He nodded, “Yeah, I mean I saw you with him, give him a hug, and then you walked onto the bus”
“Oh, he’s not my boyfriend so don’t worry” I replied quickly. He just wants to know that right?”
“Well that’s good. Who was he though? Was he a good catch? Better than Ryo?” he asked. I looked at him and found him with a teasing smile. What the hell?
“Uhh…he was Seung ri from Big Bang. And of course he’s a good catch but I don’t know if he’s better than Ryo. Not like I can test that right?” I said as I stared at him.
His smile disappeared but he didn’t look angry, “You two seemed rather close for a first meeting”
“I’m a fan of his! So of course I was more friendly towards him. Plus we danced together and you know, dancing makes strangers turn into friends”
He laughed, “Friends, right” and he got up. He went over and talked to the bus driver who just stopped the bus. I looked out and found ourselves at the location. It was getting stuffy on the bus and I opened the window. We were at the beach and a breeze just blew by, sending a waft of sea smell. It wasn’t bad smelling, but rather refreshing. I looked around expecting to hear lots of birds or people but it was completely silent and empty, except for the thrashing of the calming waves. It felt so…nice. It was early in the morning, probably that’s why. By the time we’re ready to shoot this scene, the sun will already be high in the sky! Ah…I wonder if it’ll be hot. DO I GET TO WEAR BEACH WEAR?! Gary come back to me and sat down.
“Here we are incase you didn’t figure it out! This is going to be an important scene, are you prepared?” he asked.
I nodded as I grabbed the script from the table. I’ve pretty much already know what this scene is about and what I have to say, but I guess it wouldn’t hurt to study it some more! He got up and patted my head softly, “Good job” and I heard him leave the bus. I looked up from the script and looked out the window again. I wonder…if this movie will be a success?
“Victoria~!” someone yelled loudly. My eyes got wide as I looked around the bus. Victoria? What? The only person who calls…or called me that is…Loi?! IS HE HERE? DO I HAVE TO TELL GARY TO BEAT HIM UP?! Oh my god, I hope he’s not here.
“Out your window!” he yelled again. His voice sounded muffled so I couldn’t really recognize it. I just knew it was a guys’. MAYBE A FAN?! And a smile appeared on my face. I peered out the window and the smile disappeared from my face. I stuck my head out the window a little and stared down at Yuuto. He had an apple in his mouth which he took out and waved at me with his other hand.
“What do you want Yuuto?” I asked, rather annoyed.
He laughed, “Ouch, someone is grumpy in the morning. Let’s work hard today okay?”
I smiled, forced smile, and nodded, “Yup! Let’s work hard today!”
He smiled at my changed attitude, “Have you had breakfast?”
I patted my stomache and felt it growl, “No…”
“Cool! Let’s eat breakfast together on the beach! Come out!...I have good food~!”
I smiled now, “Okay!” and I quickly got off the bus. Ah…I look like a mess…but whatever, “WAIT!”
“What?” he asked as he stopped in his track and looked at me.
“I have to brush my teeth first!” I said as I ran back. I could hear him laughing as he continued on. You know…how does he know my name is Victoria? Ah..i’ll have to ask him that later!
“CINDDYYY~” I said in a whining tone as I stared at her adjusting her camera. She was getting ready to take pictures of me. YEAH ME! ALL ME! Mimi didn’t have work today and I think she’s still sleeping and Wanda is moving into Nino’s! They’re probably acting all cuddly and lovey~ aww. Let’s not..disturb yet!
“What?” Cindy said even though I called her name a couple of minutes ago. It was like she just remembered I called her name or something!
“Let’s visit Rolanda and Nino later!” I said happily.
“OKAY!” Cindy answered back just as happily. Of course she’s happy! It’s Wanda! A helped went up to Cindy and whispered something in her ear. I want to know! Cindy just nodded and she walked away. I posed as I was ready for the photoshoot but she turned quickly and walked away. HEY WHERE IS SHE GOING?!
“CINDY COME BACK! YOU NEED TO TAKE PRETTY PICTURES OF ME!” I yelled at her. She just waved her hand and laugh. WHERE IS MY CINDY GOING!? I sighed as I sat down on the couch. It was BLUE! Like my favorite color blue! I WANT THIS COUCH! I’m going to ask the person later if I can have it…for free first THEN if not I’ll pay for it! Yess! He’ll probably give it to me for free~. OH AND IT COMES WITH MATCHING PILLOWS! I grabbed a pillow and hugged it tightly. It’s so fluffy and sofftt and has things hanging at the corners! It reminds me of Cindy’s pillows that I…ripped out. I have a feeling these pillows are going to have the same fate. Oh well! They’ll be cool pretty blue naked pillows! I sighed as I layed there…bored. I stared up at the ceiling…it looked complicated. There were so many lights, tubes, and wires going everywhere! I looked down at what I was wearing instead. Casual clothes for some new model line, yay! I like these clothes though…MAYBE I’LL GET THEM FOR FREE TOO! Ahh this is why I like working~ I guess free stuff! Man I should work more often! But then again…I rather be with Tegoshi. He’ll give me free stuff if I ask for it! He always says he likes a spoiled girl even though he doesn’t say it that directly. It all means the same thing!
“BACK!” Cindy said as held her camera in her hand.
I got up, rather lazily, from my comfortable position and stared blankly at her. “CINNDDYYY~!” I said in a whining tone again. Snap and flash of light. I blinked out of surprised and pointed at Cindy. She instantly took another picuture. “HEY” I said with a laugh and she took another picture.
“What?” Cindy asked as she put her camera lower.
“THOSE WEREN’T PRETTY PICTURES!” I complained. She took another one. “HEY I WASN’T READY!”
Cindy laughed now, “I know~ I’m going to call it ‘Whiney Chrystal’ ‘Chrystal SHOCK’ and ‘Normal Chrystal’! I’m smart aren’t I?”
I crossed my arm and looked at her weirdly, “…If you say so” and she took another picture. AH I NEED TO CONCENTRATE! Or she’ll keep taking these weird ones of me AND she can persuade them to publish the ones she picks! She just…can! Maaann why is she easily distracting…but I rather have her as a photographer than some other person. It’s funner!
Cindy waved her arm, “Go use your prop” she commanded.
Oh right! The sofa and stuff. I sat down and did a couple of poses, then laid down and did a couple more. I also used the pillow for some, sat on the edge of the couch, and then stood up behind the couch. Things like that! Another good thing with taking pictures with Cindy and they’re like these fun ones…we can TALK!
“So Cindy!” I started.
“Yeah?” she replied.
“We should go to F.T. Island concert when it starts!” I said with a big smile. MINHWAN IS SO CUTE! They’re all so cute! I must turn Cindy into an F.T. Island fangirl! Pretty soon we were done with the photoshoot and she went to check out what she took. I went over too and peeked over their shoulders. I saw the first couple she took of me with weird faces. We all started to crack up laughing.
“LET’S USE THIS ONE!” Cindy said as she pointed at the one of me surprised. I guess she was going to call it ‘Chrystal Shock’ HEY IT’S LIKE AKIRA SHOCK BUT ME!
I laughed, “NO! That one won’t attract customers!”
Cindy laughed again, “What are you talking about~? It’ll attract customers because they’ll be flipping the page, seeing the same old poised expression when they suddenly see this girl right here and her FACE! Then they’ll be like ‘what is this?!’ sort of thing and notice the clothes and be like ‘wow, those clothes still look good on her with a face expression like that…’ and BAM they’ll buy them!”
We all were silent as Cindy finished but no one replied. “So…we’re not using that one right?” I asked. Cindy sighed and nodded, “Fiinneeee. Just don’t listen to me”
“DON’T LISTEN TO CINDY! LISTEN TO ME!” I said, “NYHAHA” They shooed me away saying I was too loud then and they needed to concentrate. Aww man I was rejected! I slowly walked away towards the direction of the dressing room. I found a guy who was cleaning up the set and I scurried to him asking him about the couch. Just as I expected, it’s totally in my possession now! NYhahahaha! I was also allowed to keep the clothes and I decided…I didn’t even want to change. I’m already all pretty to go out! YESS I’m all ready! I went back to get my bag and clothes though before I went to find Cindy again. She just finished and was putting her camera away. It was like a whole case! I wonder if it’s heavy, I bet it is.
“CAN WE GO TO WANDA’S NOW?!” I asked.
“YEAH!” she replied.
“YAY WANDA!!” I said happily as I left the building quickly, saying proper goodbyes to the staff members. Cindy also did so as well .They’re all so nice to us~ so we just have to be nice back to them! YAY FOR RESPECT! Cindy put her camera and my stuff in the trunk. She was driving since we came in her car. I was too lazy to back out mine, it’s such a hassle to back up! We put in Nino’s address in the navigator and we were on our way!
“Do you think they’re even ready?” Cindy asked as she looked at the clock.
“They should be! They had all morning and early afternoon!” I said as I plugged in my iPod.
“That’s true…and Nino seemed like he wouldn’t be distracted unlike Wanda…” Cindy said with a laugh.
“I agree! Nino would like…rush her! Poor Wanda” I said as I imagined Wanda running around carrying a box twice the size of her. Cindy stopped at the bakery store she likes and we made a quick stop in there. Okay, it wasn’t really quick. We looked at ALL the pastry and we couldn’t decide…so we bought a lot of it. Like more than half. We’ll share so it’s all good! The bakery store was really pretty though, like I bet Mimi would like it here! The lights were all shiney and the floor was so sparkly clean that I could see myself! Everything seemed to be a warm gold color, reminds me of caramel. Yuummm. Of course, we got oreo cake. When we bought our visiting gift…that we know they’ll share, we were on our way again! We reached Nino’s apartment without much trouble. We had to think back what floor it was though.
“Wasn’t it on the 8th floor?” Cindy asked.
“No I swear it was the 10th!” I said back.
“Really?” Cindy asked.
I pointed at the list of tendants and their floors, “Let’s…check!” We checked and it was on the 12th floor, we were both wrong. We punched in the number and waited for us to be connected. There was a little camera and we posed in front of it. I bet Wanda will laugh!
“HI GUYS!” Wanda said happily through the speaker.
“HI WANDA! LET US IN NOW!” I demanded.
“OKAY OAKY HOLD ON!” Wanda replied as she tried to figure it out, “…I don’t know how to do it”
Cindy laughed, “LEARN WANDA! PUSH RANDOM BUTTONS!”
“YEAH!” I said.
“NINO!” Wanda called and we heard a shuffle. “Yeah?” Nino answered. WAH EVEN NINO’S VOICE SOUNDS CUTE OVER THE SPEAKER! “How do I let them in?” Wanda asked.
“Who in?” Nino asked suspiciously, “EH THEM? Let’s not let them in…”
“HEY! YOU LET US IN!” I demanded again, “Wanda don’t listen to him!”
“Yeah Wanda~ you know you want to listen to us~” Cindy said with a laugh.
“What’s the password?” Nino asked.
“Password?” I asked confused.
“NINO IS A PRODIGY!” Cindy said. The door glass door slid open and we excitedly went in. Wah, it looks cool. I guess Nino moved since…I fangirled him long ago since I never imagined him to live in an apartment like this. We found the elevator pretty easily, the elevator doors were glass that were just a little tinted. IT WAS SO COOL! We got in and everything was just like…glass! We could see each floor pass and we looked down from the other side. We were high up~!
“What if we jump right now?” Cindy asked.
“DON’T TRY!” I said as the elevator dinged. We were on the 12th floor! The glass doors slid open again and we excitedly went towards their apartment. We rung the doorbell and it flung open but then closed suddenly.
I banged on the door, “HEYY let us in~!”
“We have a present~!” Cindy said. The door flung open and Nino was standing there with a big smile on his face and welcoming arms. He stepped to the side and let us in. We laughed at his politeness. We took off our shoes and got into the slippers. Wanda jumped up from the really soft looking couch when she saw us and we squealed and hugged. I looked at the TV and saw the game stations in the sections of the stand. Ahh games~! I looked at Cindy and she was also looking at the game stations. We looked at each other and we both smiled. Yeeaahh~!