amen... no attempts at conversion... if anyone got that idea, they read me totally wrong... i am not trying to convert anyone... merely stating what i know to be true, and what i believe to be real. if anyone took me wrong, my apologies to you... but please realize in the same way that i am not bashing your beliefs, i would appreciate the same level of respect... let's be a little human about this all and treat eachother like people, k?
okay get over yourself little girl, cuz you may thing u know april but you freaking dont, and if its anyone that does its sam...:p heard stories...so seriously get lost or you'll be the one with the trouble!
before you start telling me i dont know april very much, maybe check withmore than one source... i may not have known her for as long as you, but i know her in person... and i see the change in her... so im sorry... i have evidence--living proof, while all you have is a theory...
right well, yes, you have to see her ugly face now and then do you? i pity you. anway u know her in person? great, does she tell you everything? no, doubt it. if she did you'd be far more concerned than you seem. im tempted just to type out everything she told me, 4 you to get a better understanding of her.
yeah, i see her every now and then... and no, she doesnt tell me everything... but i know people who she tells more to, and i also know the look of a changed person when i see one. so dont pity me... i am more than happy to see the good side of things, which is also the way that things will stay... sure she'll have lousy crappy days again... but shes got a hope that she's clinging to, and its gonna do her good as long as she's alive...
what she told you is how she used to feel. and as for "ur back"... yeah, i am... and im not leaving.
kgreat, im not leaving either. how do you know what she toldme is things she USED to do/feel? have you ever asked her? maybe you did, but how do you kno?
i know because i have asked... or found out through people who have asked... plus, i know, because i believe in something called honesty and truth, which obviously seems to be something you don't believe... it so happens that i trust my friends when they tell me somthing... so im trusting that this is the truth, plus, as i have said multiple times, i see the change. that's enogh to tell me that they are things of the past... they will come back from time to time, guaranteed. but now she has the tools and strength to stand against it all.
o, whos being judgemental now? i do believe in honesty, kthanks. im just saying that u should be a bit more careful of how much u think shes changed. some1 can't just change that fast. have u asked if she still cuts? or...has she even told u about that yet?
i know about all that... and someone can change that fast... ive seen it, and it can happen again... just because you havent seen someone change that fast doesnt mean it cant happen... and by the way, please dont get the idea that i am angry, upset, or worked up over this... you dont have me upset or angry... actually, im enjoying it... so please dont take my comments from an angry perspective, because that's not how they are intended...
i apologize. im sorry if i came across as rude, hehehe probably cuz i was. it just gets me sometimes...that christians can be all happy and stuff, and i kno some self-rightious christians, like my step-dad. i suppose i just jumbled u all into on catagory. i dont quite think that someone could chnage that fast, nd i dont think she changed in all the ways u say she has, but i havent talked to her in forever, so i dont know. april, if u have me blocked, cn u unblock me please?
yeah... i do my best to try to not come across as self righteous or anything, and ill be the first to admit that i screw up alot. ill also be the first to admit that life can suck at times, and things arent always peachy keen and roses. Christians in general arent just some "pie-in-the-sky" constant optimists or anything... a Christian that has a good grip on their faith is a realist. reality is, life can suck. it can be depressing at times, and there are days where i personally am not sure which ways up. but i still have a hope. and that's all i was saying. April has this hope now to. does it mean its an instant fix to all her problems? no. But she has improved and will continue to, and her life will be better for it
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u dont really come across as self-rightious, might just be me...perhpas my mind just go likes that...u kno, cuz of my bad perspection of christians and all. but ya. its all rather unbelievable to me...like god and stuff. i guess april is improving...by her msn names it certaintly doesn't seem like it though, huh? i mean 'some change'? wut does that say to u? sometimes i think that christianity is overrated..like, great u have something to fall back on...but, i mean...'he' didnt catch april before, did she ever express how frustrated and stuff she was before? thats kinda what ticked me off...seeing how depressed she was/is, and how she was relying on god, but he wasn't coming to save her. what did that teach her? how to use a knife?
the thing with april is this... she wasn't relying on God before. she may have sometimes, but (no offense april) you could tell from watching her, that she was trying alot on her own strength. one day she read something, and said "oh my gosh, it just all clicked!" and she has been a much more positive person since then. now, that doesnt mean she still doesnt have to sort through some crap... we all do. it also doesnt mean that she's going to be in an "instant fix" situation. its a process. but i have seen improvements, and that's a promising thing. as for her MSN names, well that's her perogative... and yeah...
Very true, and no offense taken. I WAS trying a lot on my own strength, and see where it got me?
Amy, you haven't seen any of my recent msn names. But they haven't been negative at all...well, atleast in the past while. I'll still maybe have a negative one once in awhile, I mean, I'm going to have bad days.
yeah... everyone has bad days... give you a chance to stand though and trust in the strength beyond yourself... he's always there...
glad there was no offense taken... i was just saying what i saw in you... didnt want any feelings hurt or anything, so its good that no offense was taken and that i was actually right and seeing something that you saw in yourself too...
In Christ,
Sam
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oh april, i WILL make you regret posting this. jsut wait.
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right well, yes, you have to see her ugly face now and then do you? i pity you. anway u know her in person? great, does she tell you everything? no, doubt it. if she did you'd be far more concerned than you seem. im tempted just to type out everything she told me, 4 you to get a better understanding of her.
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what she told you is how she used to feel. and as for "ur back"... yeah, i am... and im not leaving.
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cheers!
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Amy, you haven't seen any of my recent msn names. But they haven't been negative at all...well, atleast in the past while. I'll still maybe have a negative one once in awhile, I mean, I'm going to have bad days.
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glad there was no offense taken... i was just saying what i saw in you... didnt want any feelings hurt or anything, so its good that no offense was taken and that i was actually right and seeing something that you saw in yourself too...
God bless ya !!
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