is this the real thing

[justgo_withit]

i cleaned the shit out of my room.. like i'm talking ALL THE SHIT in my room OUT.. it feels ssooo nice.. i can finally sit and do things i would like to do without going "shit i want to clean out my desk" or "fuck there's so much shit under my bed"

i need to stop cussing so much.. i also think that i might need to act more like a girl..
i live with all boys, hang out with all boys
i want to be more like a pretty girl.. i mean i already have the "pretty" part down you know?

that will be added to my long to-do list

my birthday's in a month-ish (april 12)
spain is in 2 months

super excited... super scared... but super excited

this entry was supposed to be more thought-provoking but i dont feel like it anymore

i need to get out more,, i need to take people up on their offers to take me out.. but i never want to leave my room.. i'd rather sit in my room with a huge cup of  ((or wine)) and watch a good documentary with a whole bunch of people i care about any day of the week than go out and waste a night at a bar drunk with people i will never get on a level of intellectuality that i'd appreciate

youth is wasted on the young.
goodday