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Right now at this very moment my heart physically hurts...5% because of my parents, 15% because I want *you* back....but most of all 80% for RB. I went through and am still going through alot of pain after what RB and I had, but he's my best friend and he's hurting. Alot. and I feel so helpless and want to do anything to help him. Parts of me want to get up in his face and scream at him and say "Welcome to my life for the past 2 months!!!" but he is in so much pain right now because of some certain girl who will remain nameless. The pain he is feeling for GIRL is not even near to the pain I felt but he has been so strong for everyone else he doesnt have enough for himself.
RB,
My strength is yours for the taking, I will always offer my hand to you before my heart. Without you I would not be here at this very moment. I do honestly understand any and all pain, hurt, struggle and anger that you are feeling and I am here for you. Always....You have always felt comfortable opening up to me and I am glad for that. I will never ever turn on you like most of your good friends are doing now. You mean the world to me.
"It's not what the world means to you but who you mean the world to..."
Work = PAIN IN ASS.....enough said...not getting paid enough to deal with that shit
My dad's birthday is this Sunday he's gonna 43...BIG WOOP
Me and my brother's friend Warren (JJ) are talking again. I havent talk to him in like 2 yrs!!! its amazing I always thought he hated me!! hehe I'm the underage person invited to his person the 28th I feel LOVED!!!! Hopefully my brother Ryan will be home by then. He's been in South Fucking Korea FOREVER! I miss him a little but that's only cuz i can't wrestle with him. If i wrestle with my sister she leaves bruises or brakes bones lol......she hurts me *hides in corner*
Stress has taken over my life offically!!!
I wish that I could bring back the old April. i use to be so outgoing but sense my parents spilt up I always seem to go to bed depressed. But hearing *your* voice seems to help me at night. Thanks
Well I guess this is enough updating for now PEACE!!
~April Lynn~
RB,
My strength is yours for the taking, I will always offer my hand to you before my heart. Without you I would not be here at this very moment. I do honestly understand any and all pain, hurt, struggle and anger that you are feeling and I am here for you. Always....You have always felt comfortable opening up to me and I am glad for that. I will never ever turn on you like most of your good friends are doing now. You mean the world to me.
"It's not what the world means to you but who you mean the world to..."
Work = PAIN IN ASS.....enough said...not getting paid enough to deal with that shit
My dad's birthday is this Sunday he's gonna 43...BIG WOOP
Me and my brother's friend Warren (JJ) are talking again. I havent talk to him in like 2 yrs!!! its amazing I always thought he hated me!! hehe I'm the underage person invited to his person the 28th I feel LOVED!!!! Hopefully my brother Ryan will be home by then. He's been in South Fucking Korea FOREVER! I miss him a little but that's only cuz i can't wrestle with him. If i wrestle with my sister she leaves bruises or brakes bones lol......she hurts me *hides in corner*
Stress has taken over my life offically!!!
I wish that I could bring back the old April. i use to be so outgoing but sense my parents spilt up I always seem to go to bed depressed. But hearing *your* voice seems to help me at night. Thanks
Well I guess this is enough updating for now PEACE!!
~April Lynn~