Finally it's over
All classes are done today!!! Thank God!
I just took my last final of the semseter. IT was easy...i didnt study....bad me...
Well since my last entry i have come up with 2 new poems sooo tell me what you think
"A Burden"
I wake up crying
No matter how many times I try to make it betteer
I know I'm stuck here
Like a felon who has done no wrong
I am a prisoner in my own home
Locked with no way out, forever alone
On the outside everything seems fine
But on the inside everything is wrong
I cry every night
I just want to run away
Far away
Never to be held down by this burden I call my Family...
"Fear"
I have this fear inside that you cannot see
A fear that causes my heart to race,
My chest to hurt and my stomach to turn
It's a fear that cannot be explained
I want to cry if I think it may be possible
My breath stops for a moment thinking of the outcome that may come to be
Lost forever always thinking, " What can I do better?"
My fear is knowing that I cannot think I'll ever feel the same way I do when I'm with you
To lose you would in fact be the emotional death of me...
Soo yeah tell me what you think!
April Lynn
Love ya babe!
I just took my last final of the semseter. IT was easy...i didnt study....bad me...
Well since my last entry i have come up with 2 new poems sooo tell me what you think
"A Burden"
I wake up crying
No matter how many times I try to make it betteer
I know I'm stuck here
Like a felon who has done no wrong
I am a prisoner in my own home
Locked with no way out, forever alone
On the outside everything seems fine
But on the inside everything is wrong
I cry every night
I just want to run away
Far away
Never to be held down by this burden I call my Family...
"Fear"
I have this fear inside that you cannot see
A fear that causes my heart to race,
My chest to hurt and my stomach to turn
It's a fear that cannot be explained
I want to cry if I think it may be possible
My breath stops for a moment thinking of the outcome that may come to be
Lost forever always thinking, " What can I do better?"
My fear is knowing that I cannot think I'll ever feel the same way I do when I'm with you
To lose you would in fact be the emotional death of me...
Soo yeah tell me what you think!
April Lynn
Love ya babe!