Life in General ...
This is truly a pointless entry, but y'know. that's me.
Life at the moment ... could be depressing, if you look at it from different angles. Sometimes, during those mood swing things, I feel like the world's collapsing around me, I'm stuck in a crap school with no whisper of me ever getting the job, man, LIFE I want, feeling completely alone despite my gang of wonderful friends.
I don't know how my mother did it, went out and met the perfect man for her and he loved HER. I turn on a completely false identity when faced with *dun dun duuuun* boys, and I really don't know if I could ever be myself in front of a guy.
By ALONE, I suppose I mean my friends don't understand me. What I like, how I spend my time, etc. Is it possible for you ever to be truly understood, or is that something only God can do? I guess everyone's mental in some shape or form.
The really bad thing that happens is when I get depressed over life, thinking 'when am I going to getout of this routine? Life a little?'
I know I should be content with my life, and most of the time I am. But I do get sparks of doubt, doubt about myself, my abilities, religion, everything. The world's in a state really, where you can doubt everything. It's pretty scary when you take a step back and observe it.
ANOTHER annoying thing is when people underestimate you. Surely if you don't know someone well, you shouldn't underestimate them? Age is a major concept in this, probably. 'I am a minor, I do not understand "these things", I can not acheive my wild dreams'. You get the idea. That really has nothing to do with life, just a point I thought I'd make.
and after that I shall return to my corner and eat M&m's.
Life at the moment ... could be depressing, if you look at it from different angles. Sometimes, during those mood swing things, I feel like the world's collapsing around me, I'm stuck in a crap school with no whisper of me ever getting the job, man, LIFE I want, feeling completely alone despite my gang of wonderful friends.
I don't know how my mother did it, went out and met the perfect man for her and he loved HER. I turn on a completely false identity when faced with *dun dun duuuun* boys, and I really don't know if I could ever be myself in front of a guy.
By ALONE, I suppose I mean my friends don't understand me. What I like, how I spend my time, etc. Is it possible for you ever to be truly understood, or is that something only God can do? I guess everyone's mental in some shape or form.
The really bad thing that happens is when I get depressed over life, thinking 'when am I going to getout of this routine? Life a little?'
I know I should be content with my life, and most of the time I am. But I do get sparks of doubt, doubt about myself, my abilities, religion, everything. The world's in a state really, where you can doubt everything. It's pretty scary when you take a step back and observe it.
ANOTHER annoying thing is when people underestimate you. Surely if you don't know someone well, you shouldn't underestimate them? Age is a major concept in this, probably. 'I am a minor, I do not understand "these things", I can not acheive my wild dreams'. You get the idea. That really has nothing to do with life, just a point I thought I'd make.
and after that I shall return to my corner and eat M&m's.