Wow
It's been so incredibly long since I've updated. My apologies. My computer crashed, and a lot has been going on. As of today, my mom went back to her cunt-ish ways (though I was kind of a bitch by throwing in her face the fact that she was drunk driving and crashed the car into a pole and flipped it, thus totaling the fucking thing). *sighs* If she keeps this up... I swear. There's no way I'm going to put up with this again. Our family was finally doing better... I hate the way it was before... HATE IT. Therefore, I may be forced to move to California if things begin to spiral downwards again...
Ah, California. I'd move there with Ivan, my new boyfriend. He's perfect. Don't really have too much time to describe him at the moment, seeing as how the library will be closing soon... We're super close. It's great. Thanks to Ivan, I finally got over Gerald (about time). I also got a bit closer to acquiring closure as far as when I was molested... For once, I didn't cry when we... yeah. I had something else to think about. Ivan. I swear I love him. I know I know... cheesy, and possibly sounds naive... but... *shrugs* What can you do.
I don't know if I ever recorded it... I have a tattoo. My version of an eye I suppose, on my upper left calf. I love it. I also have a new lip piercing, as of about half an hour ago (lovely alternative to self-mutilation), along with my other lip ring and 9 ear piercings... I'm getting there, hehe.
Yesterday I ran into my long-lost girlfriend Kaylynn Kuzma. That was interesting. Turns out Ray's moving in with her... Such a small small world. >.<
Oh, Ray. I kidnapped him from Merrill, Wisconsin... 215.15 miles away... How lovely. I brought him here to Duluth to help him "escape" the drama of Merrill. I brought him here under the assumption that he was not the typical drama-oriented person, as is the majority of the Duluth population. Turns out I may have been a bit wrong. I've given him everything to ensure he's comfortable here in Duluth, and he's used me... along with everyone else that's tried to help him. And... he's a major whore. Slept with about 10 girls in the past fucking week. >.< *shrugs* Not really my business, I don't really care what the fuck he does with his pathetic little life. However, if he doesn't learn to treat me, and my friends, with a bit more respect, he won't be residing in Duluth for much longer. I'll see to it that he goes back to Merrill with his FIANCE, and doesn't return. :)
School's all right... I'm at least acquiring passing grades (A's and B's last grading period).
... I'm very tempted to just pack up my shit and go to Cali with Ivan... I'd have a job, working for Ivan (he owns his own company down there), ivan would give me one of his cars, I could move in with him... Everything would be perfect. His life seems so much like a movie. I know plenty of people in Duluth that would kill for a taste of what he has experienced. Rather depressing...
Jeez. As wonderful and beautiful as Duluth can be... It really fucking sucks, or rather, the majority of the people that live here do. And it only seems to be going downhill from here...
Bloody fucking wonderful. >.
Ah, California. I'd move there with Ivan, my new boyfriend. He's perfect. Don't really have too much time to describe him at the moment, seeing as how the library will be closing soon... We're super close. It's great. Thanks to Ivan, I finally got over Gerald (about time). I also got a bit closer to acquiring closure as far as when I was molested... For once, I didn't cry when we... yeah. I had something else to think about. Ivan. I swear I love him. I know I know... cheesy, and possibly sounds naive... but... *shrugs* What can you do.
I don't know if I ever recorded it... I have a tattoo. My version of an eye I suppose, on my upper left calf. I love it. I also have a new lip piercing, as of about half an hour ago (lovely alternative to self-mutilation), along with my other lip ring and 9 ear piercings... I'm getting there, hehe.
Yesterday I ran into my long-lost girlfriend Kaylynn Kuzma. That was interesting. Turns out Ray's moving in with her... Such a small small world. >.<
Oh, Ray. I kidnapped him from Merrill, Wisconsin... 215.15 miles away... How lovely. I brought him here to Duluth to help him "escape" the drama of Merrill. I brought him here under the assumption that he was not the typical drama-oriented person, as is the majority of the Duluth population. Turns out I may have been a bit wrong. I've given him everything to ensure he's comfortable here in Duluth, and he's used me... along with everyone else that's tried to help him. And... he's a major whore. Slept with about 10 girls in the past fucking week. >.< *shrugs* Not really my business, I don't really care what the fuck he does with his pathetic little life. However, if he doesn't learn to treat me, and my friends, with a bit more respect, he won't be residing in Duluth for much longer. I'll see to it that he goes back to Merrill with his FIANCE, and doesn't return. :)
School's all right... I'm at least acquiring passing grades (A's and B's last grading period).
... I'm very tempted to just pack up my shit and go to Cali with Ivan... I'd have a job, working for Ivan (he owns his own company down there), ivan would give me one of his cars, I could move in with him... Everything would be perfect. His life seems so much like a movie. I know plenty of people in Duluth that would kill for a taste of what he has experienced. Rather depressing...
Jeez. As wonderful and beautiful as Duluth can be... It really fucking sucks, or rather, the majority of the people that live here do. And it only seems to be going downhill from here...
Bloody fucking wonderful. >.