open book?
I think i'm at a cross roads, but i'm not absolutely postive.
i dont have anything exciting going for me right now.
My mom was talking about this tape.
the meduim said that he's a gate keeper.
I dont know exactly what that means... but i guess its a really good thing.
I cant believe its been... 8 months. 8 freaking months.
I'm sure he's my look out. Or something.
I only wish i learned something from him. Something of worth. Something complete.
There's so many un answered questions. So much that i just want to get out of my head. But yet. I dont want to ask. I dont want to know.
when people ask me who's one person i'd want to see again if i could. I cant answer it. Because there's more than just one person. Of course he's there in the list. But there's definately more than one person.
Sometimes i find myself wishing i was important, when in reality i am important. I'm just as important as anyone else on this earth. Maybe more to some people than to others. I hate feeling down. I hate missing people but its hard. Its hard to move on with my life. I cant do it. Not yet. Not now.
I just wish there was another way.
He gave someone else the ability to see.
I wish i knew who that person was.
Tomorrow is my mom's birthday.
I'm going to go belly dancing.
I'm going to vote. And i know who i'm voting for. Most of you will not approve, but i dont care.
tomorrow is a new day.