oh cbas
life is very unclear at the moment and that annoys me. i feel like i have no motivation to do anything. i just go where i need to go, but i can't figure out if i really want to be there.
i came home to cbas on thursday after my last class. i got to see lizzay and that was amazing. things are really calm here right now. i haven't really seen my parents. we are on completely opposite schedules, so i guess we are getting along pretty well. i think they are starting to understand the randomness of my personality and they are even picking up some of my new vocabulary words.
i think my oldest dog is dying. im not sure, but every now and then we have to check and make sure he's breathing.it's sad, but death is just the final chapter in the big book that is our life or is it the beginning?? chew on that one.
i keep banging my feet into things. it's really weird. when i was little i used to stub my toes all the time. we never knew why it kept happening, but then one day it just stopped. it started maybe two weeks ago. i woke up one morning and i went into my living room for no particular reason and when my alarm went off i ran into the bedroom and stubbed my whole foot on the door. then i was getting in my car the other day and i hit my big toe on the brake of my car. i didn't realize it at the time, but i broke the nail. (i am just realizing how potentially gross this entry could turn out to be)then this morning my mom asked me to get up and get her something and i stubbed my toes on the coffee table. that really sucked. what's wrong with me. why do i keep hurting my toes? more importantly why have i devoted and entire paragraph to the subject of my toes?
moving on. i have adopted to virtual pets on myspace and i have to say they are very amusing. i showed them to my mom and she said " you know they're no real right ?" of course i know that!!! it surprises me how so many people assume that im dumb. im not. well maybe sometimes i am. whatever. my point is im not a total fucktard all the time. today my mom didn't think i could handel the task of putting the new sticker on my license plate, so she sent my dad to go help me. turns out i did need his help and it still came out crooked. that may not be the best example of how im not dumb, but i just really enjoyed that story. it's one of those things where you probably had to be there.
im in the office again and i think it's time to share a random fact from one of the many books my mom has collected over the years. here's something from the insiders guide to Santa Fe.(we were gonna move there when i was younger.) did you know that "Santa Fe is the oldest capital in the United States, predating the establishment of New England's more famous Plymouth colony by 10 years?" here's another one, did you know that " Santa Fe is the only state capital in the country that doesn't have a commercial airport?" this book really blows. im sure Santa Fe is a really cool place, but the book makes it sound like a bore. i really have no idea what i would have done if i lived anywhere other than california when i was little.
okay im hungry so i think i'll stand in front of the fridge and figure out what to have for lunch. bye.
bitches n' hoes, bitches n' hoes. your mom.
~dev
i came home to cbas on thursday after my last class. i got to see lizzay and that was amazing. things are really calm here right now. i haven't really seen my parents. we are on completely opposite schedules, so i guess we are getting along pretty well. i think they are starting to understand the randomness of my personality and they are even picking up some of my new vocabulary words.
i think my oldest dog is dying. im not sure, but every now and then we have to check and make sure he's breathing.it's sad, but death is just the final chapter in the big book that is our life or is it the beginning?? chew on that one.
i keep banging my feet into things. it's really weird. when i was little i used to stub my toes all the time. we never knew why it kept happening, but then one day it just stopped. it started maybe two weeks ago. i woke up one morning and i went into my living room for no particular reason and when my alarm went off i ran into the bedroom and stubbed my whole foot on the door. then i was getting in my car the other day and i hit my big toe on the brake of my car. i didn't realize it at the time, but i broke the nail. (i am just realizing how potentially gross this entry could turn out to be)then this morning my mom asked me to get up and get her something and i stubbed my toes on the coffee table. that really sucked. what's wrong with me. why do i keep hurting my toes? more importantly why have i devoted and entire paragraph to the subject of my toes?
moving on. i have adopted to virtual pets on myspace and i have to say they are very amusing. i showed them to my mom and she said " you know they're no real right ?" of course i know that!!! it surprises me how so many people assume that im dumb. im not. well maybe sometimes i am. whatever. my point is im not a total fucktard all the time. today my mom didn't think i could handel the task of putting the new sticker on my license plate, so she sent my dad to go help me. turns out i did need his help and it still came out crooked. that may not be the best example of how im not dumb, but i just really enjoyed that story. it's one of those things where you probably had to be there.
im in the office again and i think it's time to share a random fact from one of the many books my mom has collected over the years. here's something from the insiders guide to Santa Fe.(we were gonna move there when i was younger.) did you know that "Santa Fe is the oldest capital in the United States, predating the establishment of New England's more famous Plymouth colony by 10 years?" here's another one, did you know that " Santa Fe is the only state capital in the country that doesn't have a commercial airport?" this book really blows. im sure Santa Fe is a really cool place, but the book makes it sound like a bore. i really have no idea what i would have done if i lived anywhere other than california when i was little.
okay im hungry so i think i'll stand in front of the fridge and figure out what to have for lunch. bye.
bitches n' hoes, bitches n' hoes. your mom.
~dev