Jun 18, 2009 22:40
Hey love! I wanted to change the theme of this journal...the last one was kinda holiday...so thats no good.. . summer instead cause this way we can spend our summer together !! ...kinda
SO heres a quote I found (cause i love quotes and i love you)
"At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person"
That other person is you baby. Whenever Im feeling down, hurt, lost, or sad, I have you. You are my light. You encourage me when even I dont believe in myself. You love me no matter how much I push you away or cross the line, you love me. You stand by my side no matter what. I cant begin to tell you how much that means to me. I have a lot of things in my life that are great. But at the end of the day, theres a hole that family, a great job, success, or friends can't fill. You are the missing puzzle piece. You are what I think about all day long. You are what I come home to. Even when you're not here, I come "home" to you each day and each night. I say goodnight in my head every day, its the last thing I do before drifting off to sleep. YOu are my whole world.
I do a lot of driving. I listen to the radio or your CDs to pass the time. The drive is actually one of my most relaxing and rejuvinating parts of my day. I listen to love songs, some happy, some sad. I think of the sad ones and think, oh that sucks...hes not right for you....she was a bitch....if she really loved you it wouldnt be like that. That makes me appreciate you. I cant relate to any of those lyrics. When I hear the happy love songs, my heart jumps. I think of how lucky I am to have you.
"Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things."
I love you.. I appreciate every little thing you do. I dont say it enough.
Lately Ive been telling you things that upset me that you do. Baby those are the little things. I honestly dont care if you keep telling me to go to bed, if thats what we are arguing about, I am one lucky girl. You really are the most amazing guy I could have ever hoped for. Its great that you love me so much. Im lucky that our arguments are only about how much you care and things like that. Its crazy to think that I argue with you...I dont know how it comes to that. I am so lucky and so thankful to have you. I love that you care so much. I dont even mind bickering with you. Sometimes I smile, mid argument, cause I know you're right, but Im not ready to give in yet. Sometimes I laugh cause we're being rediculous. Sometimes I feel like an old married couple, and that makes me laugh too.
I know Im rambling baby but I just love you so much and think about you all the time and feel very strongly that I am the luckiest girl alive. So thank you baby. Thank you for loving me.
You are my world.
Love always,
Me :)