Amusements
Hey baby! THe past two days have been utterly amusing to me but you'll probly just yawn and think Im crazy...but Im gonna share anyway :)
On my way here some girl handed me a pamphlet and said end animal cruelty! Full of gross pictures of dead animals and slaughter houses. I was entertained. Not gonna change my mind, I love chicken fingers...
Yesterday I had a group meeting for stress management. We have to have a booth at the bsc stress fair (lame). Our topic is hypnosis for stress management. One girls father studies hypnosis and came in to talk to the group. I was fascinated!! He brought in a little pendulum and a chart (Ill show you when you get home, its neat) and you have to sit there and think about where you want the pendulumm to move on the chart. IT really works, I was a skeptic, but it really does move in circles if you think hard about it and it moves up and down, whatever you're thinking even tho you dont move your hand. Plus, the Wizard of Oz, one of my favorite movies, is actually all based upon hypnosis. So I was entertained and fascinated by this little old man telling us about hypnotism.
Ive been reading Twilight. IM OBSESSED. I never have the chance to sit and relax and get into a good book. Now that Im not working and cheering Ive been able to obsess over a book (shut up I know its nerdy, I love reading). Not gonna lie, Im loving the main character, Edward ;) The amusing and crazy thing is that the characters in the book are JUST like you and me. They're crazy about each other. She can never make up her mind. He is protective of her. She always attracts trouble and bad luck and he has to rescue her. He gets kinda crazy sometimes just like you :) The way she narrates the story sounds just like how I talk to myself in my head. Its so much like the two of us that I cant put the book down. Granted...you're not a vampire and this is real life haha BUT I think of you as I read. Edward always asks her what shes thinking and her little narrated response is always what I think after that question too haha. like I said..OBsessed. Im only a few hundred pages in but I have to force myself to put down the book and get hw done or sleep. Good thing theres a few more books in the series.
Yesterday one of my preschoolers scolded me for stiting on my knees. I was kneeling to spot them on bars and she randomly goes, youre not supposed to sit like that, its bad for your legs, you're going to be crooked when you stand up. Too cute. such a smart ass. but cute.
I was driving through Taunton the other day and saw a big cop directing traffic and got wicked excited but when I got closer it wasnt John. Which leads me to the fact that I need new contacts real bad. I cant see details unless they're an inch from my face. Will have to take care of that soon...
You know how I have a tatoo on my foot of 3 flowers, one for each year competing at nationals? I never got my 4th flower. Will you come with me to get it? In may or when you're home for good? I want it to be memorable, like the first time I got that tatoo I was in Daytona after prelims with half the team. Its not memorable to look at my foot and be like O i went by myself to get the 4th. PLUS this time is different. This flower is different from the others. 1 because we got second place, and 2 because of you and me and the circumstances. I think it would put a nice close on everything if you go with me. I'll look at it and remember that you were there for the last year, for the last flower. It would mean a lot to me :)
Wednesday it was really really windy out and I took Kyleigh out on the trampoline. Every time the wind blew real hard the trees would go crazy and the blue pads on the tramp would fly up. It scared the crap out of Ky every time. She'd be jumping and laughing and then it would start to get windy and shed run over and sit in my lap and say "what that". Eventually she learned the word "wind" but she said it like "wiiiiiin" so every time it got windy she'd yell "wiiiiin" and run over to me. It was so adorable. Id give her a big hug and laugh. We also played hide and seek, sorta. She'd hide behind her door every single time and wait until Id say wheres kyleigh? and she'd jump out and Id pretend to be startled and she'd die laughing. Shes so easy to keep happy. Im telling you Im gonna keep her.
You'll see when youre home. Im not just saying it, but Im her favorite. Jimmy and Jodie tell me all the time that when Im not around she always asks "where headda" and gets all mad when Im not in my room. Any time Im around she wont let anyone else hold her. SHe'll say NO and reach for me, no matter who it is. When she sees me she gets this crooked little grin and points to me. I love this kid. I hate her mother so much for messing with her life and denying her loving parents. Sometimes Ky will call me mumma and I feel so bad. When shes scared or doesnt want anyone else to pick her up she'll run over to me and put her arms up and yell mumma. I have to remind her its heather and then pick her up. breaks my heart. she should have a fucking mother to pick her up. but ohh no, nicole just doesnt want her. fuck that.
anyway..off my soap box... I have to finish up this stress plan. Apparently it has to be FORTY pages....our teacher decided to tell us that on Tuesday...weve been thinking all year it would be about 10 pages, easy assignment. OHHHHh no....forty fuckin pages... so I gotta get that done. More research on combat stress, Im probly gonna tear up in the library again haha....
I miss you!!! I love you!!! Ill be seeing you soon!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
On my way here some girl handed me a pamphlet and said end animal cruelty! Full of gross pictures of dead animals and slaughter houses. I was entertained. Not gonna change my mind, I love chicken fingers...
Yesterday I had a group meeting for stress management. We have to have a booth at the bsc stress fair (lame). Our topic is hypnosis for stress management. One girls father studies hypnosis and came in to talk to the group. I was fascinated!! He brought in a little pendulum and a chart (Ill show you when you get home, its neat) and you have to sit there and think about where you want the pendulumm to move on the chart. IT really works, I was a skeptic, but it really does move in circles if you think hard about it and it moves up and down, whatever you're thinking even tho you dont move your hand. Plus, the Wizard of Oz, one of my favorite movies, is actually all based upon hypnosis. So I was entertained and fascinated by this little old man telling us about hypnotism.
Ive been reading Twilight. IM OBSESSED. I never have the chance to sit and relax and get into a good book. Now that Im not working and cheering Ive been able to obsess over a book (shut up I know its nerdy, I love reading). Not gonna lie, Im loving the main character, Edward ;) The amusing and crazy thing is that the characters in the book are JUST like you and me. They're crazy about each other. She can never make up her mind. He is protective of her. She always attracts trouble and bad luck and he has to rescue her. He gets kinda crazy sometimes just like you :) The way she narrates the story sounds just like how I talk to myself in my head. Its so much like the two of us that I cant put the book down. Granted...you're not a vampire and this is real life haha BUT I think of you as I read. Edward always asks her what shes thinking and her little narrated response is always what I think after that question too haha. like I said..OBsessed. Im only a few hundred pages in but I have to force myself to put down the book and get hw done or sleep. Good thing theres a few more books in the series.
Yesterday one of my preschoolers scolded me for stiting on my knees. I was kneeling to spot them on bars and she randomly goes, youre not supposed to sit like that, its bad for your legs, you're going to be crooked when you stand up. Too cute. such a smart ass. but cute.
I was driving through Taunton the other day and saw a big cop directing traffic and got wicked excited but when I got closer it wasnt John. Which leads me to the fact that I need new contacts real bad. I cant see details unless they're an inch from my face. Will have to take care of that soon...
You know how I have a tatoo on my foot of 3 flowers, one for each year competing at nationals? I never got my 4th flower. Will you come with me to get it? In may or when you're home for good? I want it to be memorable, like the first time I got that tatoo I was in Daytona after prelims with half the team. Its not memorable to look at my foot and be like O i went by myself to get the 4th. PLUS this time is different. This flower is different from the others. 1 because we got second place, and 2 because of you and me and the circumstances. I think it would put a nice close on everything if you go with me. I'll look at it and remember that you were there for the last year, for the last flower. It would mean a lot to me :)
Wednesday it was really really windy out and I took Kyleigh out on the trampoline. Every time the wind blew real hard the trees would go crazy and the blue pads on the tramp would fly up. It scared the crap out of Ky every time. She'd be jumping and laughing and then it would start to get windy and shed run over and sit in my lap and say "what that". Eventually she learned the word "wind" but she said it like "wiiiiiin" so every time it got windy she'd yell "wiiiiin" and run over to me. It was so adorable. Id give her a big hug and laugh. We also played hide and seek, sorta. She'd hide behind her door every single time and wait until Id say wheres kyleigh? and she'd jump out and Id pretend to be startled and she'd die laughing. Shes so easy to keep happy. Im telling you Im gonna keep her.
You'll see when youre home. Im not just saying it, but Im her favorite. Jimmy and Jodie tell me all the time that when Im not around she always asks "where headda" and gets all mad when Im not in my room. Any time Im around she wont let anyone else hold her. SHe'll say NO and reach for me, no matter who it is. When she sees me she gets this crooked little grin and points to me. I love this kid. I hate her mother so much for messing with her life and denying her loving parents. Sometimes Ky will call me mumma and I feel so bad. When shes scared or doesnt want anyone else to pick her up she'll run over to me and put her arms up and yell mumma. I have to remind her its heather and then pick her up. breaks my heart. she should have a fucking mother to pick her up. but ohh no, nicole just doesnt want her. fuck that.
anyway..off my soap box... I have to finish up this stress plan. Apparently it has to be FORTY pages....our teacher decided to tell us that on Tuesday...weve been thinking all year it would be about 10 pages, easy assignment. OHHHHh no....forty fuckin pages... so I gotta get that done. More research on combat stress, Im probly gonna tear up in the library again haha....
I miss you!!! I love you!!! Ill be seeing you soon!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo