Feb 22, 2009 16:36
Its been awhile since I wrote anything in here. I should start to get back to that.
You are my strength. You are my backbone. Thinking of you gets me through my days. Looking forward to the future with you keeps me sane. I know that no matter how bad everything gets these days, you will be home with me by this time next year and everything will be alright...
I love you so much. We've had a rough month. We've fought a lot. Ive cried a lot. We've yelled a lot. I really feel like we've gotten stronger because of it. We've never had a fight that lasted more than two days until now. We've never disagreed on something so much. We've never had to work through something so big. I learned a lot about you and about us and I think that will help us in the future.
I dont like fighting with you. I dont like it one bit. I hate when you sound sad on the other line. I hate knowing that you have dangerous things to do and have something else on your mind. I never want to distract you from staying safe and doing what you have to do.
Even if we disagree, even if we fight, I will always want to be with you.. Id rather fight with you than not talk to you. At least when you're mad at me and fighting with me I know you care. I hope you know that I always care too.
"To all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same "
We will figure everything out as we go. Thank you for being my backbone and fighting with me tooth and nail to do what is right. I love you. Please take care of yourself every day. I cannot wait for you to be here with me.
That first time I see your face at the airport will be the best thing I have ever seen. I love you