Today

Jan 02, 2009 23:44

Today I woke up early and ran my camp 8-1.  I spent from 1-3 tallying and doing paper work.  Good for me, I raised $1,100.00 in 12 hours in one week :).  Only 250 of that is mine mine but im still pretty proud of myself for organizing, scheduling, advertising, running, and managing a camp all by myself :)  It has given me something to do during the day and something else to worry about besides you!  when you called I was in a freenzie trying to keep everything running haha.

I never mean to seem rushed when Im on the phone with you.  I miss you so much.  I love you so much.  I wait around my phone and check it a million times.  I get SO excited every time it rings but it never seems to be you.  But I get butterflies in my stomach when I see that 999 number.  Im sorry it takes 60 calls sometimes to reach me... Thank you for calling me back over and over.  You are truly amazing.

I miss our before bed phone calls.  I feel like I want to type you before bed journals or emails...something..anything to feel like Im close to you... all the time.

I love you.  I miss you.  I cant wait to talk to you again.  xoxoxoxo

Until next time,
Your fiance
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