Jan 02, 2009 23:44
Today I woke up early and ran my camp 8-1. I spent from 1-3 tallying and doing paper work. Good for me, I raised $1,100.00 in 12 hours in one week :). Only 250 of that is mine mine but im still pretty proud of myself for organizing, scheduling, advertising, running, and managing a camp all by myself :) It has given me something to do during the day and something else to worry about besides you! when you called I was in a freenzie trying to keep everything running haha.
I never mean to seem rushed when Im on the phone with you. I miss you so much. I love you so much. I wait around my phone and check it a million times. I get SO excited every time it rings but it never seems to be you. But I get butterflies in my stomach when I see that 999 number. Im sorry it takes 60 calls sometimes to reach me... Thank you for calling me back over and over. You are truly amazing.
I miss our before bed phone calls. I feel like I want to type you before bed journals or emails...something..anything to feel like Im close to you... all the time.
I love you. I miss you. I cant wait to talk to you again. xoxoxoxo
Until next time,
Your fiance