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I have been at home these past two days. I was throwing up all day yesterday, and so they sent me home. I think its nerves. I get so worried and worked up over things, that I get sick. This has happened before, and no one had any answers on why. I feel like my efforts are going unnoticed. It kills me. I dont feel like me anymore. Its weird. I am bipolar too. More than normal. Well, its only with one person too. All I have are bad thoughts in my head and no one to reassure those thoughts. Only person can and they insist on not doing so. I guess I am getting what I deserve. I am watching Footloose. They are so happy at the end, when they finally get to dance. I havent been that happy in so long. I hope that I get that 'I am satisfied' feeling soon.