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last night was different
ive been screwing up my life a lot recently...
me and sarah got in a fight cus i put funny picture from the beach up and she fliped out and then told me i shouldnt have gotten mad at her...i dont get it - but its all good im just a bitch i should prbly know that by now...so that happened right before i went to chases and so i was really grouchy and cranky at his house and really really irritable and i got "mad" sorta at him and weve never really been like that before it was weird and i didnt like it but once again it was my fault...but then later that night he was in a bad mood cus of earlier and idk it was just not fun...until later...then it was awesome :)...i came home and talked to kyle then talked to chase then went to bed...then my mom came and woke me up at 1130 and was like so you dont wanna go out tonight and i was like well i guess not thanks...cus i have to have my room cleaned by 12 on sat in order to be able to go out sat night - then i flipped out cus i thought i couldnt go out sunday night which is when im taking chase out for valentines day cus im pretty much the best girlfriend ever haha kidding .. but i didnt wanna miss that cus tomorrows our valentines day since i have SCHOOL MONDAY...kiss my ass...but now its ok cus i can -- last night i came home past curfew and my mom and dad were like aw hey sweetie and all this stuff and didnt even care - it kinda weirded me out but it was nice.
so here i go:
SARAH ASHLEY- im sorry i didnt think you were guna freak out and call me non-stop and yell at me for putting a funny picture of you up...it wasnt in my book on how to ruin my parents life as an extra on ruining my best friends life it was just to be funny and stupid and me...my b - i love you
chase - idk when youll read this but if its soon and if this is still relevant - im sorry i was in a bad mood and got pissed off and made things uncomfotable - i shouldnt have gotten frustrated with you bc of something you didnt have anything to do with - you are totally amazing and have never done anything to intentionally make me upset and i know you never would...you shouldnt have had to put up with me but you did and im glad...thank you - and i promise i wont get wrapped up in other things to much anymore and take it out on you(to the best of my abilities haha) but your totally incredible and you deserve the best you can get...im sorry
anyone else ive been cranky too lately - im sorry...and i mean it
someones coming to charlotte today and if i see this person (which i doubt i will) things could get shaken up...idk what i want to happen...i dont want to bring the past back into the present...im sorta scared...and sarah i dont like it that you dont know what im talking about...call me
ive been screwing up my life a lot recently...
me and sarah got in a fight cus i put funny picture from the beach up and she fliped out and then told me i shouldnt have gotten mad at her...i dont get it - but its all good im just a bitch i should prbly know that by now...so that happened right before i went to chases and so i was really grouchy and cranky at his house and really really irritable and i got "mad" sorta at him and weve never really been like that before it was weird and i didnt like it but once again it was my fault...but then later that night he was in a bad mood cus of earlier and idk it was just not fun...until later...then it was awesome :)...i came home and talked to kyle then talked to chase then went to bed...then my mom came and woke me up at 1130 and was like so you dont wanna go out tonight and i was like well i guess not thanks...cus i have to have my room cleaned by 12 on sat in order to be able to go out sat night - then i flipped out cus i thought i couldnt go out sunday night which is when im taking chase out for valentines day cus im pretty much the best girlfriend ever haha kidding .. but i didnt wanna miss that cus tomorrows our valentines day since i have SCHOOL MONDAY...kiss my ass...but now its ok cus i can -- last night i came home past curfew and my mom and dad were like aw hey sweetie and all this stuff and didnt even care - it kinda weirded me out but it was nice.
so here i go:
SARAH ASHLEY- im sorry i didnt think you were guna freak out and call me non-stop and yell at me for putting a funny picture of you up...it wasnt in my book on how to ruin my parents life as an extra on ruining my best friends life it was just to be funny and stupid and me...my b - i love you
chase - idk when youll read this but if its soon and if this is still relevant - im sorry i was in a bad mood and got pissed off and made things uncomfotable - i shouldnt have gotten frustrated with you bc of something you didnt have anything to do with - you are totally amazing and have never done anything to intentionally make me upset and i know you never would...you shouldnt have had to put up with me but you did and im glad...thank you - and i promise i wont get wrapped up in other things to much anymore and take it out on you(to the best of my abilities haha) but your totally incredible and you deserve the best you can get...im sorry
anyone else ive been cranky too lately - im sorry...and i mean it
someones coming to charlotte today and if i see this person (which i doubt i will) things could get shaken up...idk what i want to happen...i dont want to bring the past back into the present...im sorta scared...and sarah i dont like it that you dont know what im talking about...call me