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the thought of my dreams scare me.
its scary that I'm dreaming big
Even more scary that this feels so right
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Am mentally walking myself through
the steps of application
drafting a personal statement
and looking for funding
the thought of failure is omnipresent.
and very likely
but somehow the heart doesn't want to succumb without a fight
this feels almost close to when i made the decision to leave DNUS
and it's daunting, how big a risk i am taking
yet how aflutter the heart is set
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applications will likely start in october
and so, 2 more months for chi-training.
ommmm