... homeward bound?
Coming home sucks. I don't like it here, I don't want to be here. People... suck. It wasn't at all worth coming home for. But... well, then again, I didn't suspect it would be. I don't feel quite fit.
I felt good coming home, all good and independent. After my last class Friday, we got out early, I walked downtown, checked in all the bookstores, got a few "hey"s, then picked up my car. Drove to pick up my mail, drove to the dorm and loaded it up, then drove to the bookstore and bought my book, and hopped on the road. So adult. Saw some goats, got lost a bit, used my memory instead of the map, played tag with a white blazer... dashboarded the HELL out of that *exactly* 2 hour trip.
Right now, being home, I can feel this great want for leaving. I don't want to deal with this shit anymore. I know soon enough I'll miss the very things I'm referring to, but as for now, leaving is enough. If I could take ... ... (counts)... one thing, with me, I would be set until atleast second semester, and I wouldn't want anything else.
... you too! *wink*
I felt good coming home, all good and independent. After my last class Friday, we got out early, I walked downtown, checked in all the bookstores, got a few "hey"s, then picked up my car. Drove to pick up my mail, drove to the dorm and loaded it up, then drove to the bookstore and bought my book, and hopped on the road. So adult. Saw some goats, got lost a bit, used my memory instead of the map, played tag with a white blazer... dashboarded the HELL out of that *exactly* 2 hour trip.
Right now, being home, I can feel this great want for leaving. I don't want to deal with this shit anymore. I know soon enough I'll miss the very things I'm referring to, but as for now, leaving is enough. If I could take ... ... (counts)... one thing, with me, I would be set until atleast second semester, and I wouldn't want anything else.
... you too! *wink*