why isnt this over.......
its been over a month and still i cant stop but think about her. what the fuck is wrong with me???? why cant i just walk throughout the day without stopping to think...what is she doing right now? is she missing me at all?.....i bet not at all.why do i cry like the emo little bitch that i never was? what ever happened to that hardcore i dont give a shit bitch that i used to be? why am i such a pussy now? why am i just me? what turned me into the person i am now? i know for a fact that if the person i was a year ago met the person i am now, she would kick the living shit outta me today. my life made a total 360 for the worst. im more of a senstive person now. im not me. the real me wouldnt cry over a girl. the real me would screw over a girl not get screwed over by one. the real me wouldnt beg for a girl back. the real me would stand up to her and give her the fuck you attitude. all this has turned to fire back at me. but the thing i dont get is, why me? what the fuck did i do?