im at sears
well.....im at work right now and im feeling like shit. NEVER EVER DRINK WHEN YOURE AT WORK! wow..thats the best advice ive ever given. but yea, here's my first journal entry ive put in. alot has been goin on....thats better left unsaid. but other than that, i met this really nice guy named victor that gets me liqour whenever the hell i want. and ive been hangin out alot with him. yup this victor kid is 21 yrs old and he's mah buddy.....probably the only person i feel like i could talk to at the moment without getting shit from. well......i still get shit from even him...but not as much as most people. Ash just got back from wisconsin and ME BEING A DUMBASS, i thought she was gonna wanna spend time with me today. whew..was i wrong. meh. nothin in my life ever goes the way i want it to. but thats what its made of....life is made of not getting what you want and suffering for it. jesus! im still whining about ashlee. what a lonely loser i am!