collapse
today was one of those days where gradually everything went wrong, and the day just got worse and worse, until it all climaxed in an emotional breakdown that really had nothing to do with the day's events.
whenever i get sad about something i think i automatically start thinking of what else in my life sucks, which incidentally is NOT the best idea. so i couldn't get my mind off how unsure i am about this whole vet school thing, and i finally wrote an e-mail to my parents about it.. i know they'll support me, but it's still hard to say.
i'm thinking vet school is a no, at least for now, and for goodness sakes don't tell me "oh but Robin you HAVE to be a vet!" because i can't stand all the pressure around me to be something that i don't really want.. it's been building up for several months now, and that's it. no more. if i change my mind, i'll change my mind. but i won't go through with something i'm not sure about. and don't ask me what else i have in mind, because i'm still trying to figure that out. i'll tell you when i know.
whenever i get sad about something i think i automatically start thinking of what else in my life sucks, which incidentally is NOT the best idea. so i couldn't get my mind off how unsure i am about this whole vet school thing, and i finally wrote an e-mail to my parents about it.. i know they'll support me, but it's still hard to say.
i'm thinking vet school is a no, at least for now, and for goodness sakes don't tell me "oh but Robin you HAVE to be a vet!" because i can't stand all the pressure around me to be something that i don't really want.. it's been building up for several months now, and that's it. no more. if i change my mind, i'll change my mind. but i won't go through with something i'm not sure about. and don't ask me what else i have in mind, because i'm still trying to figure that out. i'll tell you when i know.