Aug 17, 2005 17:58
these past two weeks have been nothing but crazy for me. Too much thinking about what i want and what i don't want. I wish there was just someone who could tell me exactly what my future will look like. This would all be so much easier.
I broke up with mike... but were back together. It sucks how as hard as you try many of my decisions have been based on what other people say. i dunno ... but It was crazy, he was never so cute to me as he was that week when we weren't together.
Talked to the other mike a bit. Which ended up being a disaster. But completely my fault. I brought it on myself i guess. I feel horrible about the whole situation.
School. Needs to start. Im gettin tired of summer. I actually can't wait for class and homework and worrying about stuff like that. I'm like craving it.
My emily is leaving. And that's pretty much the only thing thats makes me not want school to start. Hopefully fun trips to Georgia will be instore tho. That will be awesome
I say we all have one huge party like everyone before we all go our seperate ways to our new schools and the such. Like everyone. hmmm... i call not my house