҃⏆ ⏛ A big day is brewing; shall we covet it more? ]][[audio[

[justdoingmyjob]

[ Have a very muttered curse, but a curse nonetheless and more indicated by tone than actual identification of the word[s]. Then he clears his throat and his voice is subdued but pointed----the kind of tone that always means 90% of what a person is thinking isn't making it into the open air. ]So. I've been fooling myself I guess, making plans

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1/combo for great justice

[adamantined]

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[adamantined]

If you wanted to give me something I could -

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[adamantined]

[Silence, in the interest of not being childish or accidentally spiteful.]

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[adamantined]

How do you know for sure? I mean

You could be wrong right? You don't have to

text ][ private

[adamantined]

Of course you have to. Of course you'd know for sur

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[adamantined]

I don't know what to say or how to say it. Don't go? Please stay? What's the point when you can't change any of it, you know? When you can't really stop it. Can't you It's not like you're choosing to leave on your own. But I think if you

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[adamantined]

You're leaving me with It's just going to be

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[adamantined]

I know you won't leave me al

You're so... You've always made a difference. You've always been important. We always end up finding each other somehow.

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[adamantined]

Are you sure you have to

I'm not going to hate this place, but I am going to miss you.

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[adamantined]

Is this the part where I say goodbye? [There is a very good attempt at covering up what switching to text has tried to hide, but she's not fantastic at putting her emotions away.] I'd rather just say that I'll see you later.

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[justdoingmyjob]

Are you ma---

[justdoingmyjob]

If I could stay--

If I could bring you with me---

[justdoingmyjob]

I must be really bad at this.

[justdoingmyjob]

But it's always 'see you later', right?

That's got to mean something.

Everything means---

[justdoingmyjob]

Maybe some of the things we should've talked about...

Maybe part of us knows they're conversations we need to remember for sure. So we're waiting.

Until we're both in the same place again.

Maybe, right?

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[justdoingmyjob]

Well goodbye, no. We'll see each other again.

But I'm sorry.

I don't know if I'm sorry that I'm leaving or that I can't take you with me though.

Weird, part of me doesn't want to go.

I say we have to look up to things.

But I never wanted a future without Nathan. Even when---

What am I going back to?

Who---