018; voice

Nov 11, 2009 11:12



So I guess it's inevitable that some people are going to just let the curse go, and some people aren't. Neither one is really ideal but we don't get ideals here any more than we got them at home. The best we can do is clean up in between, and I think it says a lot, that there are capable people who want to help and are doing all they can to help. I'm sure this last thing could be used to point out all the things wrong with mankind, but for those of us who still believe that there's two sides to a coin, well, there's the way people can be violent and narrow-minded but on the other side there are all of the people who rushed to save someone, or help in whatever way they could.

Claire---

I guess individual acts of kindness don't add up as obviously next to living weapons of mass destruction, understandable. But that doesn't mean they aren't there.

I don't know where Nathan fits in anymore. Or mom.

I don't even know where I fit in, back home at least.

This kind of math doesn't work out for anyone, but we can't stop trying.

Hiro would definitely still---

. . .

Sylar...Gabriel. I wish I knew how much of it was there, but that's sort of part of it, the not knowing. We're supposed to just trust but how can I---

Not after what he did to---

--and that was my fau---

But in that future he was different. He was.

...and so was Claire.

I don't know.

If this blindness goes away or...something...I think I need to sign up with the hospital.

At least---

Maybe both. I guess it depends on how many shifts they'll give me. I never asked before.

He said he could help. I...but this isn't the same as giving Nathan a second chance or third, or fourth...yeah. It's---no. I can't.

He seemed to really regret himself though, or a lot of himself. I still don't understand what warped him. It was something. People aren't just born---

---I guess I want to know.

What am I doing.

[ the sound of mild feedback after the device is hit, purposefully, twice on the side of a coffee table or something ]

I think this is on.

...

Anyway just wanted to know...this sounds ridiculous but......how is everyone?

[ pause ]

It seemed quieter, so I thought I'd ask.

And asking 'are you okay' seems---

I don't really expect 'okay'...just...anything, something.

[PRIVATE // ANNA MILTON // UNHACKABLE]

Hey, I don't know if you'll hear this but...you around...or...?

[ooc; was supposed to post this last night...weep...backdated to closer to midnight/ 1amish....sdkflkfs and responses will be later, just posting this between customers at work, etc adifdklsdf s-sorry T_T klfds...ALSO ALL REPLIES ARE CONSIDERED VOICE...since he can't see and yeah...yeah.]

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