update
Hmm. well, it's been awhile since I have been here. Life seems to be so different now not having to "have" to go to school and not seeing people that you have seen everyday for the past 4 years. State is going good. It's kind of boring. I have class mwf from 8-11:50am. That's it, I'm done for the day. I really don't have time to kill since my classes are like clear down the campus from each other. It's alot much more fun than high school though. I hear people that I graduate (i.e. Mitchell) saying they miss high school but I don't understand why. College is alot better. On the days I don't have class I am usually at Mitchells. That's where I stay half the week. It's like I live there more than I live at my own house. Which is kind of relaxing at times. But other times I just miss my mom. It's not like I don't have a choice, I just go because I don't know it's more peaceful there. Not as loud as my house, and I don't have siblings to argue with or anything to worry about because his mom and dad treat me like I am one of their kids. His mom and I talk about me and Mitchell getting married and such. I know it will happen.:) I just don't know when. Maybe next year. This month on the 20th Mitchell and I will be going together for 9 months. And on Dec. 20th it will be a year. I have never gone out with someone this long before. Bret was the longest relationship I had before Mitchell. I couldn't be more happier for 8 and a half straight months than I am with Mitchell. And I know most of you, if not all of you, who read this, really don't care about anything I say, (except for you Emily because I know you do lol) but then again I'm not twisting your arm to read this either. Jeez I'm just in a crap mood. Not really a mood that I don't feel good or anything, just a crap mood. I'm not sad, I'm not depressed, I would say what I think it is but most of you would say yeah right. Do you consider it "Skanking it" as for going out in public in lounge clothes, if you pick out what you wear the night before? Probably not I'm guessing. I probably wouldn't make a good lazy person or someone who just didn't care about what they looked like. I would worry if I looked like I was lazy instead of just letting lazy just taking care of itself. Well I suppose that this is sufficient to be considered an update.