I Love Midnight Mac and Cheese
Things are getting better.
Summer is okay. I'm looking for a job and have three offers at three different CVS's. So i don't know my plans for the rest of the summer. I can either stay here, or i can go to Ann Arbor and be with my brother. We will see.
There's nothing really to say. Everything is changing, everything is different. I still feel the same, but maybe i'm different too, and i just haven't realized it. The days are going by so fast, and all i can think about is going back to school and being with Raphael and Kerry. God i miss them so much.
Idk, i've been depressed. I try not to act like it, or show it, but all in all, i think i am. I just don't know where to go next. What to do next. Everyone seems to be moving on with their lives... but i can't seem to move on with mine. Where do i go from here?
I'm trying so hard to be friends with Bill. Things are different now that we're broken up and he's potentially dating someone else.. i still can't help but feel hurt. I mean, i know i was the one who initated the break up, and basically i am to blame, but to know that he wants someone else who isn't me.. especially someone who i was expecting he would date.. it just hurts. And i know it's my fault and all, it's just hard to come to terms with everything right now, especially this.
Whatever. I need this weekend. This weekend is going to be amazing and i need everything to work out the way it's suppost to. I just wish there was someone i could talk to about all of this. There are just some people i don't want knowing my shit, but there are some people who i wish i could just tell everything to. I need Kerry.
Anyways, enough of this.
<3 Brea
Summer is okay. I'm looking for a job and have three offers at three different CVS's. So i don't know my plans for the rest of the summer. I can either stay here, or i can go to Ann Arbor and be with my brother. We will see.
There's nothing really to say. Everything is changing, everything is different. I still feel the same, but maybe i'm different too, and i just haven't realized it. The days are going by so fast, and all i can think about is going back to school and being with Raphael and Kerry. God i miss them so much.
Idk, i've been depressed. I try not to act like it, or show it, but all in all, i think i am. I just don't know where to go next. What to do next. Everyone seems to be moving on with their lives... but i can't seem to move on with mine. Where do i go from here?
I'm trying so hard to be friends with Bill. Things are different now that we're broken up and he's potentially dating someone else.. i still can't help but feel hurt. I mean, i know i was the one who initated the break up, and basically i am to blame, but to know that he wants someone else who isn't me.. especially someone who i was expecting he would date.. it just hurts. And i know it's my fault and all, it's just hard to come to terms with everything right now, especially this.
Whatever. I need this weekend. This weekend is going to be amazing and i need everything to work out the way it's suppost to. I just wish there was someone i could talk to about all of this. There are just some people i don't want knowing my shit, but there are some people who i wish i could just tell everything to. I need Kerry.
Anyways, enough of this.
<3 Brea