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Feb 12, 2007 20:06

I feel like i'm failing.

I can't really explain why. It's just been bothering me so much to the point that i'm actually ready to cry about it. Failing school, failing people, failing life. It all starts to build up to the point that it's nearly unmanageable. I don't know why i'm feeling like this all of a sudden today, i suppose i've been feeling like this for awhile, i just really haven't talked about it. I also can't decide if it's karma or if it's just time to roll back down the roller coaster. For awhile, things have been going well. And now i just feel the weight of everything coming down. My shoulders are heavy.

Things should be going well. This weekend is something to look forward to, and tomorrow as well. I just can't seem to get excited. I feel like this is the end of something. Taking a new step in a different direction. But i don't know where to go - i feel lost. Where is my guide?

Oh well, maybe i'm being silly. I feel better after writing. Besides, who really reads this anymore anyways?

<3 Brea
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