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A lot has happened. He contacted me and we were talking once and a while and one day I asked him if he knew anyone that smoked and he said yes so I convinced him to buy some for us. He did and hung out with him after 3 months and once I saw him. I felt nothing . I missed him but not like that. So we went to get some chick filament and then we're driving around for a place to smoke. We ended up in the park that is around his neighborhood. I felt so awkward and honestly I used him bc I wanted to smoked. He hot high and was talking nonsense but not about us. I didnt. It didn't work for me bc I felt uncomfortable. After that I think we continue talking and he then said that . We should try it once more u told him no, that I didn't felt the same. I've seen him once in a while bc of July but that's all.
Work is stressful. 2 days ago, I almost killed someone . I didn't though, it was a dumb mistake. I dint program a Crossmacth incorrectly. Being in BB makes stressful bc I'm always afraid of possibly making a mistake that can cause the death of someone. It's frightening.