Up to me

[justcry]

I'm stuck. I don't know what i want anymore. A boyfriend, or just to be a regular old single 14 year old girl. It feels like me and Patrick have come to a dead end. Nothings fun anymore. Nothings new. It's like we're worn out our welcome. "Everythings so blurry, everyones so fake. And everybodies empty and everything is so messed up." -Blurry, Puddle of Mudd. So confused! I dont know what i want to do anymore. I need to talk to jess, but she wont pick up her phone.
-molly