L.A. Lights Never Shine Quite As Bright As In The Movies...
People are so wrapped up in their own problems lately and for some reason everyone comes to me with them. I don't mind i guess. But when i need something i have no one to talk to and i'm sorry but it makes me mad. i've tried and all i get is an "aww" or a "that's too bad, i'm sorry cass" i'm sorry idiots but i can get that response from anyone, from my "best friends" you would think i'd get a little more, but apparently it's too much to ask. People get angry when I won't tell them things. Andrew yelled at me the other day saying he's known me for four years and he feels like there are parts of my life that i'll never tell him and that he'll never find out about. it's true, but mainly because i don't think anyone really wants to know. I need to start picking my friends better. it's time to start letting go. i refuse to be the only one making any effort, so i just won't make any at all anymore. i won't be the first to call or text or im or anything. i'm just tired of being the only one who gives a shit. it's a clean slate, it's time i start concentrating on my new life and what i want from it. "new friends are silver and old friends are gold" but not always. i'm beginning to think old friends are just let downs. and i'm tired of being let down. People look for an easy way out...well i'm out...finally. no regrets. sometimes you just have to admit when enough is enough. and i've had more than my share of enough.