Aug 21, 2004 18:26
school starts tomorrow, isn't that totally crazy?
i know everyone else is back but it totally doesn't seem real.
last year i didn't care enough of what people thought of me that i became not as friendly as i knew i am. so, i still don't want to base my life around what people think of me....not at all...but i want to be nice and outgoing and friends with everyone...if they like me they like me...if they dont...i still dont care. i want to make this year great. i dont want to sit around wondering what it would have been like if i did something differently. im just going to take chances and try harder in school, swimming, and everything else.
ive had a really fun weekend. i hung out with joey, cat, kelly, and a lot of other people. her family is so nice. i love them sooo much. its great how like im not just friends with one person...like her brothers and their friends are my friends too. its so great. they're like really laid back...and i guess i wouldnt totally expect it...if i didnt know them...cause they have so much more than most people. i tried wakeskating...its kind of like wakeboarding without bindings...some people do it with sneakers on, its so funny. i sucked, but it was still fun. oh my gosh. i didn't go to sleep until 6 in the morning and i woke up at 10 in the morning. im not even that tired its ridiculous. on the other hand...
i still have to read 400 pages in 'a prayer for owen meany' which im soo not looking forward to. and the thing that sucks is that ive already read 200 and i still have that much left. i love the olympics...its amazing...im not that into the track though. im sad that the swimming is almost over. i think tonight might be the last night. after swimming and gymnastics are over, theyre not as interesting. i <3 brendan hansen ... the breastroker. (who got beat by the cheating japanese guy). aaron peirsol is my other favorite. hes so cool.
i have more to write but i have to go eat. be back soon. it feels good to write after not doing it in soooo long. xoxo