May 11, 2004 13:04
new layout.
schools almost out.
two months and 22 days until my birthday.
bad fight with my mom last night.
i want to get along with her more than anything.
i need to.
i want to go to reel big fish.
actually i want to go so i can go with meghan.
because she is so excited.
i havent seen mt or mc in forever.
it makes me sad.
im not the same when i dont see them.
ive been so wierd lately.
i never feel like talking to anyone.
im not being like antisocial...just quieter.
i want to have a fun weekend.
friday - my two girlays
saturday...possibly ...well no..
i am nervous for may 23.
confirmation.
big deal big deal.
disappointed i didnt go to blink.
really wanted to see taking back sunday.
lost their cd...need it back.
im in school.
just one more class after this.
then onto swimming.
really hard lately.
im like not allowed to go slow.
even if i want to.
theres traffic in the sky...