Jan 29, 2006 21:21
life kinda sucks. once you think something good is happening, it ALL turns to shit. im never waiting again. im done. you wont ever come. no one will. i want to get fucked up. i was fucked up friday, not yesterday :( . and i kind of did stuff with two guys. i feel used, i always do stuff like this and then wish i didnt. its not quite a regret, but close to it.
josh can suck my dick. hes just like every other guy out there. you think people are different and they're not.im done with guys. im done with just messing, dating, relationships. ALL of it! im just going to be your friend because then you cant hurt me or make me crazy.
drink till you cant stand and smoke till you dont remember your name + do as much else as you can get<3<3
<----- my new motto for everyday!!!!