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how can you stop being so jealous? i had to come here and vent cuz im sick of how things are. im so mad right now i can hardly stand it. i love dawn and we are great together but theres a certain iddiot guy that wont leave her alone. and for some reason she wont just tell him to fuck off. now im torn because i know i shouldnt be that way and i wouldnt really but he wants to get with her and has that fuckin agenda all the time with her and im just sick of it. the dude is obviously pathetic since he hasnt known her long, its just annoying and sometimes i feel it is hurting me and dawn. it eats me alive literally inside. writing is not gonna help im just annoyed and mad. i feel like i cant compete cuz im down here in ohio. sure its only temporary but its so hard. i know its unfair to ask her to not talk to him but then theres that part of me that says well if she loves me so much like she says she should be willing to do it without a thought. i have all these thoughts that go thru my head. the guy isnt that nice, hes a slimey fuck based on stuff i have heard. i mean he is a meathead iddiot who thinks its refreshing to know he can beat my ass? how lame is that. granted i havent been that nice about him but i have been involved in love and with dawn for almost 2 years. and it furiates me to no end when some meathead comes in, for 2 weeks and thinks he knows her better and can be better for her. i dont fuckin think so. this post is mostly just for me to vent but if you feel like sharing your mind on it, be my guest. im always interested. its calmed me down some just to write. im just tired of the situation. i dont think you can be friends with someone whos always tryin to get with you. does anyone else agree? to me it just wont work. cuz the person is constantly ohhh well i want you and blah so and so is not you. its gay. and thats not a friend. and someone is not being truthful when they say they want to be your friend rather then nothing at all but then constantly make it clear they still wanna get with you. its not right and i cant be the only one who feels that way but sometimes i wonder. maybe i am fuckin crazy. but i love her and im not givin her up, especially to some overdressed italian slimeball. laters