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its been ages since i wrote. went back home the past weekend. what was suppose to be from sunday to monday ended up till wednsday because of car problems. lol. i had 2 flats but well one was going flat and the other was gone. luckily i was in delaware which wasnt far from where i was going. i changed a tire, im proud of myself i didnt know if i could but i did. granted the girlfriend was with me and helped some too! the visit was ok, my mom finally met dawn. i didnt get to see baby devin but next time for sure. the dog is annoying me, im thinkin maybe i shouldnt have gotten a puppy but an older dog. one thats calm and normal lol. i am even contemplating selling her cuz i just dunno right now. cuz im really broke too and i dunno if i can afford her. dawns uncles friend was suppose to see about gettin me a job but apparently hes not now. cuz he hasnt returned our calls. i think thats just plain fucked up too. im sorry but it is, i would appreciate the help but i hate being fuckin jerked around. i have applied at some various places, i guess they dont wanna hire sees how i havent heard anything from them. but then again i havent been home either, i need to invest in a answering machine. i couldnt sleep last night and was up till 4am and got up at 2 today lol. anyone know of any cash paying jobs (this would go out to my 2 canadian people on my friends list) LOL. please let me know cuz i need money so bad i cant hardly take it. plus i feel like a loser sittin around here day in day out. i need a haircut as well again. played sims most of the day on gamecube and did some cleaning. was going to do laundry but decided not to. im pickin up dawn at 9:30 from work and she wants to rent a movie and stay over so that will be fun. and thats that. just figured i should update. oh my computer went and crashed on me for a few too thats also why i didnt write lol. laters