Agh...
So what now? What else can possibly spring out from the shadows at me?
Marie is harassing me again. I don't have any idea what I did this time, either. I don't have to worry, though. Pretty soon Marie will send me a nasty message telling me all about it. I don't mean any disrespect, Marie. We both know you're going to do it.
*sigh*
Things just happen so abruptly with her sometimes. One minute I'm talking to her on the phone, in an ostensibly civil manner, and the next she's rejecting my calls. I'm so exhasperated. I try so hard not to make her angry, but nothing ever works. Inevitebly I'll say something insensitve and she'll be on the offensive. I guess I can understand why she's so quick to anger, what with all the living in Daviess County and everything. But it's hard for me to relate. She says I can't possibly relate, but I find it hard to believe that I can't empatize, that the situation is really so horrible.
But I have to be careful. Marie will get angry.
I don't know why I've suddenly become public enemy number one again. The last time I saw Marie her arms were clamped around me and she was crying about me having to leave. It was a side of her that I haven't seen in a good long while, and one that I've missed. I thought for sure that I would have her back. But now she's switched into her defense mode, the accuser, pummling me with curse words and threatening to hack herself up again. Its bewilidering. What could have happened to send her off like that?
All in good time, I suppose. I really do wonder what I did, though. I sent Marie a message telling her how I felt, but I know it will only be responded to with hostility. I don't know what to do these days.
On a lighter note...
...I'm just kidding, there are never any lighter notes. Besides, lighter notes are never as interesting.
So here I go, starting the weekend off by pissing off everyone I can.
Marie is harassing me again. I don't have any idea what I did this time, either. I don't have to worry, though. Pretty soon Marie will send me a nasty message telling me all about it. I don't mean any disrespect, Marie. We both know you're going to do it.
*sigh*
Things just happen so abruptly with her sometimes. One minute I'm talking to her on the phone, in an ostensibly civil manner, and the next she's rejecting my calls. I'm so exhasperated. I try so hard not to make her angry, but nothing ever works. Inevitebly I'll say something insensitve and she'll be on the offensive. I guess I can understand why she's so quick to anger, what with all the living in Daviess County and everything. But it's hard for me to relate. She says I can't possibly relate, but I find it hard to believe that I can't empatize, that the situation is really so horrible.
But I have to be careful. Marie will get angry.
I don't know why I've suddenly become public enemy number one again. The last time I saw Marie her arms were clamped around me and she was crying about me having to leave. It was a side of her that I haven't seen in a good long while, and one that I've missed. I thought for sure that I would have her back. But now she's switched into her defense mode, the accuser, pummling me with curse words and threatening to hack herself up again. Its bewilidering. What could have happened to send her off like that?
All in good time, I suppose. I really do wonder what I did, though. I sent Marie a message telling her how I felt, but I know it will only be responded to with hostility. I don't know what to do these days.
On a lighter note...
...I'm just kidding, there are never any lighter notes. Besides, lighter notes are never as interesting.
So here I go, starting the weekend off by pissing off everyone I can.