you knew it was coming
I don't know which is more fucked up right now, crew or yearbook.
So it's February 28th. Aaron is leaving for Chile tomorrow. He won't be back for a year (because none of you know this already). I called him late Thursday night and he missed it but surprisingly called me right back- he was drunk, but not incredibly so, and it was the first time he ( Read more... )
So it's February 28th. Aaron is leaving for Chile tomorrow. He won't be back for a year (because none of you know this already). I called him late Thursday night and he missed it but surprisingly called me right back- he was drunk, but not incredibly so, and it was the first time he ( Read more... )
I'm sorry to hear all that, hun. I don't think you're weird to analyze punctuation. For some people (who don't use it regularly), it actually does mean something. (But I almost always use puncutation these days, so don't think too hard about it when you're talking to me online ;))
But you know what? I do think this might be the best for you. Even if you keep in touch slightly...even if you still think about him...even if you haven't really felt like he cared about you at all for months....sometimes you just need something really solid to finally get over someone. And the refusal to make an easy trip to DC to see you before leaving for an entire year could be that.
I think you handled this all very well, and I'm glad you didn't show him how much you cared by crying or something. I hate to feel vunerable when I know someone doesn't care.
At the end of all this, though...after he's gone for a year, after you go to college and meet lots of other cool, interesting people (and of course guys), and you don't speak to him much and don't see him at all for the entire time...I think you're going to find that this trip was the best thing that could have happened. Without having to worry about when he's coming back, when you can see him, etc...without talking to him (which only reminds you of your feelings)...you are going to be much freer to explore other relationship possibilities and enjoy college.
Haha okay I know I sound soooo cheesy and I'm not quite sure I'm making sense, but yeah...that's my 2 cents.
Xoxo
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