[oom] Letter For Ramon

Jul 01, 2009 20:12

Ramon~

Let me just start out by saying, if I insult you, you'll know it.

I'll call you an idiot to your face. I'll tell you you're inadequate to your face. I have any number of languages in which to call you a bastard. There won't be any hints or subtle word play. If you ever want to be with me, you're going to have to accept that. I won't mince words with you. I'll tell you and you'll know.

That said...

If I say it's not going to last, or that we'll kill each other, it's because you keep trying to find a way to pick it apart. Every time you push me away like that, every time you pick a fight... No trip to Portugal, no flowers, no amount of chocolate is gonna change the fact that you don't

that you don't love me.

Yeah, I love Michael. But I don't have him. He's not mine the way the Random is yours.

Would you have ever pulled that move on him? Would you have ever gotten out of bed and walked away from him when he was reaching for you? I don't think you would. It's not how you treat someone you love.

I like you Ramon. Truth is, I really could fall in love with you, if I let myself. And if there was any possibility you might feel the same way, I just might let it happen. But I can't. My heart can only take so much.

Cariño, thank you for the flowers and the chocolates. Thank you for giving up your harem for a week, for me. Thank you for a wonderful week. I wish we could work towards something more -- stable.

Come find me when you get this. We'll talk. I promise, I won't pull a gun on you if you can promise you won't take out your anger on me with your fists.

~Fiona

oom, ramon

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