I dont feel good
i am so tired. i shouldnt be. yesterday i did my job shadowing at the vet clinic and it was interesting. i got to watch the guy remove a bladder stone from a dog so yea. i got to go one on one with the animals. then when i got home i felt like shit. i went to sleep from 7pm and did not get up until 1pm this afternoon. it was nuts. then no one wants to do ne thing today it sucks.
i found myself in another awkward position. i like someone again. i am not goin to say if it is the same person and i am not going to tell ne one who it is. im just going to let things run its course. i hope this one goes somewhere. i see there is an opening but i dont know if this person is slightly interested at all. i kind of feel weird about it. i shouldnt let myself get this far with things u know. everytime i end up all disappointed. if i ask this person out im going to feel like an ass if i get turned down because ive gotten turned down so many times and i dont need to get hurt ne more. in case some of u didnt know i do have a heart and its not here to be stepped on. u may say that its another part of life but at least dont intentionally do it.
hey to: stacie, tom, kevin, alan, dave, ian, steffie, ciarra, claudine, april, draper, rob (my orion), and all my friends i forgot to mention. u know who u are.
love u all
*carol*
i found myself in another awkward position. i like someone again. i am not goin to say if it is the same person and i am not going to tell ne one who it is. im just going to let things run its course. i hope this one goes somewhere. i see there is an opening but i dont know if this person is slightly interested at all. i kind of feel weird about it. i shouldnt let myself get this far with things u know. everytime i end up all disappointed. if i ask this person out im going to feel like an ass if i get turned down because ive gotten turned down so many times and i dont need to get hurt ne more. in case some of u didnt know i do have a heart and its not here to be stepped on. u may say that its another part of life but at least dont intentionally do it.
hey to: stacie, tom, kevin, alan, dave, ian, steffie, ciarra, claudine, april, draper, rob (my orion), and all my friends i forgot to mention. u know who u are.
love u all
*carol*