my life sucks ass
theres nothing going on with me..considering i dont have much of a life anymore. i hate havin to be here a majority all the time. when the kids dad is here, hes no help because he sleeps 90 percent of the time and u can never get him outta bed. so im the one thats gotta do most of the shit and i dont think anyone realizes what kind of stress this puts on my life. it cuts back on my social life, the time to go get a job and soon to be my school life. im goin to be a senior this year...woot woot!!...but that seems to be the only good thing. well besides some of the people that i can actually call friends. sometimes i wonder about this guy aaron. his attitude changes like every other day. yea he pisses me off alot and that makes me offstandish as to whether i should call him my friend or not. talk about an ultra mind fuck. not to mention my good friend justin down in texas is MIA...i havent heard from him in a week and im worried sick. hes gotta got alot of shit goin on in his life just as i do and i cant help but worry. so now im sitting alone with no one around eatin my last cheerio (lol) wonderin what the hell i should do. i dont know what im going to do with my life right now. its all fuckin twisted up and intertwined within itself that i really cant move. so i will leave this site....the area that doesnt make me feel all intertwined and im hopin to go on this cottage trip at the end of the month so i can free my mind.