Truckin' on.
Yea. So I guess it's been awhile. These past few months have been really crazy for me. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I've been through a lot of crap but I think I've learned a lot and realized a lot too... Family is everything. They are supposed to be there for you no matter what. And so it's really painful when they are not there and act like it's no big thing. Also. Life should not be about certainty, but it's comforting to know that one or two things will stick around for awhile. Yea. That's nice. I've also realized that sometimes it's necessary to make sacrifices. Even if that means sacrificing your own happiness for a bit in order to find the happiness you are ultimately searching for. On another note. Supporting myself sucks. Not because of the money factor but because I never have anytime for myself anymore, and barely any time for anyone else. I guess taking 6 classes and working 2 jobs will do that to you. At least I am only taking 4 classes in the spring. Aside from the fact that I never have any free time I'm also really lonely because all of my friends moved away. I swear the world plotted against me because all of my friends moved away at the same time. However. I am still here. Ok so everything is supposed to get better next year. At least that's what you keep saying, but I am finally starting to believe you. It seems weird but I'm going to stay with my mom (for the first time since I was 15) for a month or so until all matters with our new place are settled and we are ready to move in (!!). The best part I guess is I'll have a lot less bills (for a month at least). I really do think next year will be better. You'll have your new place and I'll have mine. My schedule of pure insanity 18hour days will cease. I will be all the more closer to my lovely Nova Southeastern and the begining of my pharmaceutical journey.... Mmmmm I could go for some Journey right now. I'm so old school lately. ANYWAY YOU WANT IT THATS THE WAY YOOU NEED IT.Sorry. ADD. Anyway. All in all I guess I just miss having a life. I really really want to take up yoga. Hopefully I can add that to my list of things to do in January. Ok so I am starting my move to Royal Palm tomorrow. Any assistance would be massively helpful. Then party at my cute new friends Amanda and Nate's house. Much love.