what i want is over
i'm starting to feel the settling of stress on my shoulders.
its been a while. i should have expected it.
im less sure about studying in chicago in the fall.
my horrible apprehensions of having pompus professors is coming out. ugh. there is a reason i chose not to go to school in the city in the first place right? every one i visited, the professors were so stuck up. so sure that they were completely right about everything. more concerned about thier own pride than helping thier students. i dont want to deal with that. but maybe its okay.
b/c im going to have to deal with people like that for the rest of my life, right?
tonight was really good at work. i know right? good and work shouldn't be in the same sentence. but i talked to some really interesting people. one woman was a librarian and was giving me tips about grad school and getting into the librarian business. she said i would be guarunteed a job. which would be really really nice. the thought of spending the rest of my life in a library (besides various trips for traveling and learning purposes) kind of makes my mouth water. oh dear.
and i got two peices in the literary magazine. i really can't believe it. i'm actually proud of myself. a drawing and a poem. i'm so freaking excited.
plans are trying to come together for this summer and next year. its a bit frustrating. and i really want a macbook. ive been getting all these suggestions to buy one lately. i think its a sign that i should buy one. oh dear. i really should.
i've been wearing alot of patchouli lately. i love it.
this weekend was pretty exciting. ghost hunting and ladies night on friday and saturday i spent the entire day with amanda, planning our halloween party. which turned out to be a pretty great success (if you measure success in how many people show up in costume it was 100% successful).
i'm sick of being busy all the damned time.
its been a while. i should have expected it.
im less sure about studying in chicago in the fall.
my horrible apprehensions of having pompus professors is coming out. ugh. there is a reason i chose not to go to school in the city in the first place right? every one i visited, the professors were so stuck up. so sure that they were completely right about everything. more concerned about thier own pride than helping thier students. i dont want to deal with that. but maybe its okay.
b/c im going to have to deal with people like that for the rest of my life, right?
tonight was really good at work. i know right? good and work shouldn't be in the same sentence. but i talked to some really interesting people. one woman was a librarian and was giving me tips about grad school and getting into the librarian business. she said i would be guarunteed a job. which would be really really nice. the thought of spending the rest of my life in a library (besides various trips for traveling and learning purposes) kind of makes my mouth water. oh dear.
and i got two peices in the literary magazine. i really can't believe it. i'm actually proud of myself. a drawing and a poem. i'm so freaking excited.
plans are trying to come together for this summer and next year. its a bit frustrating. and i really want a macbook. ive been getting all these suggestions to buy one lately. i think its a sign that i should buy one. oh dear. i really should.
i've been wearing alot of patchouli lately. i love it.
this weekend was pretty exciting. ghost hunting and ladies night on friday and saturday i spent the entire day with amanda, planning our halloween party. which turned out to be a pretty great success (if you measure success in how many people show up in costume it was 100% successful).
i'm sick of being busy all the damned time.