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Hey everyone,
Today was the TCNJ memorial service for the girl who died on my floor. It was very hard for me to go to. All day long I was dreading it. I didn't feel that I knew how to act. I didn't know if I should cry, or try to remain strong or what. I felt like if I cried, I would have ended up bawling, and since I didn't know the girl well, I didn't know what to do. As it turns out, I only cried a few tears, but I spent a lot of time thinking about my grandfather. I called him PopPop. I miss him a lot. He died 2 months before I graduated from high school, and it really hurt that he wasn't there to see me graduate. My mom has been driving his car since he died, and although we sold his house last year, it didn't hurt as much because we still had his car. Now we may be getting rid of the car, and I feel like the last tangible piece of my grandparents is going to be gone. It just hurts, and I don't know what to do about it. I just was this a post to express how I feel. Sorry if I brought anyone down, I really didn't mean to. Today was an emotionally draining day, and I wanted to write down how I felt.
In other news I totally finished one lesson plan and my partner and I only have some research left to do on the other lesson plan that we are presenting on Nov. 22. That is nice to not have those things to worry about.
I hope everyone is having a good week, and if you ever want to talk, you know where I am
Today was the TCNJ memorial service for the girl who died on my floor. It was very hard for me to go to. All day long I was dreading it. I didn't feel that I knew how to act. I didn't know if I should cry, or try to remain strong or what. I felt like if I cried, I would have ended up bawling, and since I didn't know the girl well, I didn't know what to do. As it turns out, I only cried a few tears, but I spent a lot of time thinking about my grandfather. I called him PopPop. I miss him a lot. He died 2 months before I graduated from high school, and it really hurt that he wasn't there to see me graduate. My mom has been driving his car since he died, and although we sold his house last year, it didn't hurt as much because we still had his car. Now we may be getting rid of the car, and I feel like the last tangible piece of my grandparents is going to be gone. It just hurts, and I don't know what to do about it. I just was this a post to express how I feel. Sorry if I brought anyone down, I really didn't mean to. Today was an emotionally draining day, and I wanted to write down how I felt.
In other news I totally finished one lesson plan and my partner and I only have some research left to do on the other lesson plan that we are presenting on Nov. 22. That is nice to not have those things to worry about.
I hope everyone is having a good week, and if you ever want to talk, you know where I am