Not so great...
I have come to the conclusion that maybe I'm not as good of a girlfriend and even friend that I thought. I'm such a backwards wreck lately, and I haven't been like this in a longtime... not since a year ago or so. The last time I felt like I was being crossed out. I could sit and explain how I feel right now but honestly, I don't feel like sharing with everyone that might be reading this, if anyone at all. I liked it when things were simple and I had confidence and reassurance. Now all I feel is complication and false feelings.
As far as everything else goes, I went to the doctor yesterday and found out I have to have another procedure.
My gland in my arm is swollen again, and I'm not too thrilled about that either.
Seems like all I do anymore is complain, what happened to me?
I really think I need some away time, it seems like the last resort.
I need to know I'm needed. I need to know I'm loved. That's all I wanted.
As far as everything else goes, I went to the doctor yesterday and found out I have to have another procedure.
My gland in my arm is swollen again, and I'm not too thrilled about that either.
Seems like all I do anymore is complain, what happened to me?
I really think I need some away time, it seems like the last resort.
I need to know I'm needed. I need to know I'm loved. That's all I wanted.