So Slowly
So i guess i havent written in a while. When you havent written in a while it is hard to justify writing again. a bunch of stuff has happened most of i cant recall now. Um, i still havent gotten into a college yet, that is a great feeling. Its fall. Great fall moment, i was driving home from band practice at Forest view and Champaign Supernova came on and the leaves were just starting to fall off of the trees and i got hopelessly lose. It was perfect.
The Indiana band competition was fun. I had a good time on the bus and in the hotel room. It was sad that we lost, but i still think it was a good performance. I was less sad for myself and more sad for mr. and mr. and mrs. mo. We had Bandorama last sunday, it was weird for the last three years we always watched the seniors go and and get recognized and this year it was us. Im really happy i did band this year, i realized that i really enjoyed performing and going on the trips and im grateful that i got it this season. A lot of people dont get how lucky we were until theyre older and it is too late to enjoy it. I got it, i enjoyed it. Im looking forward to California.
I got a puppy! Her name is Chloe and she is very cute. Shes already gained 2 lbs so come visit her fast before she is huge. It is nice to have a dog around the house again, it is less quiet.
My family is number one in my life and when someone insults them i take it as the highest form of an insult. I am not unreasonable and im not going to apologize. Some times a person just gets sick of someone thinking that they are better than everyone.
Yep, i just talked about someone on livejournal w/out using their name. Sorry, had to write it somewhere.
Clair and i were supposed to go to Chicago this weekend, and it fell through, makes me sad.
Oodge and I went and saw Real Lunch last Saturday at Knights of Columbus, it was really fun. I always have a good time w/ Audrey. Went and saw Chicken Little today w/ maggie. it was fun b/cuz we were the only teenagers in the theater. The movie was pretty good.
I feel bad that i havent talked to Bruce in a long time.
Football is winning. it doesnt bother me either way. But, i like when they win b/cuz i think the school just overall gets happier.
I feel like there are some people this year who just dont want to be my friend anymore, maybe its my fault but it seems like they dont care when we havent talked for a long time. Makes me sad.
Halloween was actually really fun. Like 20 of us went to Haley's and trickortreated. I was a middle-aged hippie.
I went to Mrs. Meyers wake today it was sad. Marni, Dan, Courtney, and I were talking to Maggie and she started to cry and normally i dont get upset at these things b/cuz i think that that just makes it harder on the family, but i almost started crying b/cuz maggie is just so sad. I tried not to "catch up" w/ all the college kids b/cuz i thought that would be disrespectful.
My sister and i were just watching the Europe Music award and Madonna came on and we jumped up and dance. Old times.
Sometimes it is hard to look at how good life really is when you are missing one thing that you havent wanted for a long time. Sometimes you just have to step back and realize that life is pretty good.
"Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it."
This is everything.
The Indiana band competition was fun. I had a good time on the bus and in the hotel room. It was sad that we lost, but i still think it was a good performance. I was less sad for myself and more sad for mr. and mr. and mrs. mo. We had Bandorama last sunday, it was weird for the last three years we always watched the seniors go and and get recognized and this year it was us. Im really happy i did band this year, i realized that i really enjoyed performing and going on the trips and im grateful that i got it this season. A lot of people dont get how lucky we were until theyre older and it is too late to enjoy it. I got it, i enjoyed it. Im looking forward to California.
I got a puppy! Her name is Chloe and she is very cute. Shes already gained 2 lbs so come visit her fast before she is huge. It is nice to have a dog around the house again, it is less quiet.
My family is number one in my life and when someone insults them i take it as the highest form of an insult. I am not unreasonable and im not going to apologize. Some times a person just gets sick of someone thinking that they are better than everyone.
Yep, i just talked about someone on livejournal w/out using their name. Sorry, had to write it somewhere.
Clair and i were supposed to go to Chicago this weekend, and it fell through, makes me sad.
Oodge and I went and saw Real Lunch last Saturday at Knights of Columbus, it was really fun. I always have a good time w/ Audrey. Went and saw Chicken Little today w/ maggie. it was fun b/cuz we were the only teenagers in the theater. The movie was pretty good.
I feel bad that i havent talked to Bruce in a long time.
Football is winning. it doesnt bother me either way. But, i like when they win b/cuz i think the school just overall gets happier.
I feel like there are some people this year who just dont want to be my friend anymore, maybe its my fault but it seems like they dont care when we havent talked for a long time. Makes me sad.
Halloween was actually really fun. Like 20 of us went to Haley's and trickortreated. I was a middle-aged hippie.
I went to Mrs. Meyers wake today it was sad. Marni, Dan, Courtney, and I were talking to Maggie and she started to cry and normally i dont get upset at these things b/cuz i think that that just makes it harder on the family, but i almost started crying b/cuz maggie is just so sad. I tried not to "catch up" w/ all the college kids b/cuz i thought that would be disrespectful.
My sister and i were just watching the Europe Music award and Madonna came on and we jumped up and dance. Old times.
Sometimes it is hard to look at how good life really is when you are missing one thing that you havent wanted for a long time. Sometimes you just have to step back and realize that life is pretty good.
"Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it."
This is everything.