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so it's been a long time, a really long time. i can't believe it's already 2006...it doesn't even feel like christmas has passed, except for the pile of christmas presents in the middle of my floor. i'm kinda bummed that i haven't seen people (cough, danny, cough). but i have a feeling that it's my fault. i've been hanging out with my sister lately and i'm loving it, we just sit and talk and watch movies. we've never been that close so this bonding deal means a lot to me. i wish i could see more of alipants, krys, and brit...and wish i could see them all at the same time, but for that to happen is nearly impossible. but it sure would make things a lot easier and not make me feel like such a middle man in our friendships. i also miss people up at school...boo. when i'm at school i miss those back home, but then when i come home i miss those at school. things with the boy are slow but getting better every day...if i keep this up i may have a date for valentine's day...which would make me a very happy little girl. but my parents took away my text messaging priveledges so i can't really talk to him right now...boo. i miss my brother and the fact that he doesn't live at home and has a wife now makes me want to cry...things will never be how they used to, but i just have to accept that.
just know that even though i may not have recently talked to/hung out with you...i still think about you and love you. you have impacted my life and for that i am thankful.
just know that even though i may not have recently talked to/hung out with you...i still think about you and love you. you have impacted my life and for that i am thankful.