i think too much...
is it wrong to feel this way? i don't know. i'm kinda glad i'm alone. well not really... i miss my friends. i want to be the one in syracuse. i think about too much shit when i'm alone and maybe i'm just the case. i don't know. well, i hope you're having fun out there without me. i'm not having much fun here. i feel like a prisoner who can never leave his cell. if anybody wants to come break me out, feel free to do so.. i have the next two days off and nobody to talk to. so i'm pretty much in solitary confinment. maybe i need this time to myself to evaluate everything. maybe this will do me some good. i hope nothing bad comes of this. but i don't think anything should. but you never know....